Chapter 16I figured I’d have to decide what I’d do about Cindy. She was a cute young thing, and I got a lot of joy out of torturing her, but now that I’d revisited what it felt like to be a submissive, I had to rethink it. Yes, I loved Vivienne. Did Cindy love me that way? She was always available whenever I called and always ready to do whatever was needed. Had I been that way? Had Vivienne felt about me the way I feel about Cindy?
I sat at my desk thinking about that relationship instead of doing what I had to do about buying that building. Put Cindy in the back of your mind until you get the business done. Cindy can wait, the building can’t.
I texted a note to her: Cindy…my house 9:30 tonight.
Then I phoned the realty company and put in my bid for the building.
Looking through my da
