"You answer me rudely again," I said, pleasantly, "and you'll see. Now help me get dressed, and while you do, you'll answer my questions."
Wow, I thought privately. I am surprisingly good at this.
The maid — stiffly, and with the energy of someone recalibrating — began to help me into the clothes. And while she did, I asked her everything I needed to know.
Her name was Dora. My name, she confirmed, was Ava Clark, the third daughter of Count and Countess Clark. The two teenagers were my older siblings: Sophia and Lucas. The window accident had apparently occurred yesterday evening when I was leaning out to speak to them in the courtyard and lost my balance. According to Sophia and Lucas, it wasn't a serious fall — just a stumble onto the lower roof before I caught the ledge — and they had decided collectively that there was no need to involve anyone with a medical opinion.
"Why didn't a doctor see me?" I asked.
"Your siblings said it wasn't a bad fall," Dora repeated, with the slight defensiveness of someone who had decided not to ask further questions.
"I see." I filed that away. The real Ava presumably has some history here — she's thin, possibly not well, and her siblings are the type to minimize inconvenience rather than seek help.
"Where exactly are my parents taking me today?"
Dora looked at me with the first real flicker of concern she'd shown. "Did you lose your memory in the fall?"
"Just answer the question."
"To the temple," she said. "Today you'll find out what element you carry. You turned seventeen yesterday."
Seventeen. I looked at the girl in the mirror again, reassessing. She looked younger — fragile in a way that seventeen shouldn't look. But I understood now. He hardly eats, something at the back of my mind supplied. For fear of gaining weight.
Of course. The real Ava was a girl trying to take up as little space as possible. I felt a pang of something — not quite pity, but close to it — for the girl whose body I was borrowing.
When I came downstairs, Count and Countess Clark were waiting in the entrance hall. My first impression of them arrived in a single glance, the way first impressions sometimes do when you're paying close enough attention.
The Countess was beautiful in the way that expensive things are beautiful — polished, deliberate, controlled. She wore her disappointment in me like a well-fitted glove: present but decorative, never quite acknowledged. "Ava," she said. "You're late."
The Count said nothing. He was already moving toward the door, his posture communicating that everyone else was responsible for keeping up.
"I'm sorry," I said. "I fell from the window and my head hurts. I feel a little confused."
The Count did not slow down. "Let's go."
He doesn't even care, I thought, following them out into the cool morning air. Not even slightly.
The carriage was ornate but drafty, the cushions worn thin in the way that suggested old money running a little low. As we rolled through the streets, I asked the Countess to remind me about the elements — framing it as part of my ongoing head-injury confusion — and she answered with the brisk efficiency of someone reciting something they consider basic knowledge.
Metal. Earth. Water. Fire. Wood. Five elemental gifts, rare and unevenly distributed, that some people carried from birth. Today, at the temple, a Instructor would determine whether I carried one at all.
Just like the inscriptions in the Taoist temple, I thought. But this isn't Asia — it looks like eighteenth-century England, a different world entirely, running on the same underlying principles.
"The Dukes of Porter will be there as well," the Countess added, almost as an afterthought. "And the Marquesses of Young."
I went very still.
"Porter?" I said.
"Some dukes of the border. Very powerful family." She smoothed her gloves without looking up. "It's an important occasion."
I looked out the carriage window at the unfamiliar streets scrolling past, the pale stone buildings, the cobblestones slick with morning dew, and I turned the old priest's story over carefully in my mind.
If the story I'm in now is the one he told me — then I am Ava Clark. The wife who scorned the duke. The daughter of a family that would eventually sell information to an invading kingdom. The girl who had an elemental gift and never bothered to train it.
And today I'm about to meet Drew Porter for the first time.
The carriage slowed. Through the window, the temple rose into view — tall, pale, and severe against the grey morning sky.
Don't ruin the marriage, I reminded myself. Don't let him leave. Warn someone about the Clarks. Train the element, whatever it turns out to be.
Don't die.
I smoothed the front of my dress and stepped out of the carriage.
The Grand Hall of the Elemental Conclave was not what I had expected.
I had pictured something like a church — solemn, narrow, dimly lit. What I walked into instead was vast and luminous, its high ceilings supported by pillars of obsidian and marble that rose into shadow far above. Crystals of every size and color lined the walls and hung in clusters from above, each one pulsing with a soft internal light that sent dancing fragments of color across the assembled nobility. It was beautiful in a way that felt ancient and deliberate, as though the building itself had been constructed to remind you that you were small.
The crowd was already gathered — lords and ladies in their best, standing in murmuring clusters, their attention fixed on a simple, unadorned stone table at the center of the room. On it rested three pieces of raw, milky-white quartz.
I took in the room the way I had learned to take in a competition floor: quickly, efficiently, cataloguing what mattered.
The first thing that mattered was him.
Lord Drew Porter was not difficult to identify. He stood apart from the crowd the way that genuinely powerful people sometimes do — not through any deliberate effort to separate himself, but simply because the space around him seemed to expand naturally, as though the room had quietly decided to give him room. He was tall, broad-shouldered, with white hair so pale it was almost silver that stood in stark contrast to the completely black suit he wore. The overall effect was of a figure carved from two opposing absolutes — moonlight and shadow, equally matched. His expression was serious, his brow furrowed in a way that suggested it had been furrowed for years and had simply stopped bothering to relax. He was watching the ceremony preparations with the steady attention of a man who had learned long ago that most problems announced themselves if you paid close enough attention.
I looked at him for a moment longer than I should have.
So that's who I'm supposed to marry.
The second thing I noticed was the other girl.
She was hard to miss. Lady Samantha Young was tall and strikingly beautiful, with cascading blonde hair and brilliant blue eyes, and she was wearing a tight-fitting red dress adorned with enough jewels to fund a small military campaign. She carried herself with the effortless confidence of someone who had been told her entire life that every room she entered was hers by right. At the moment, her gaze was moving through the hall with the cool, assessing quality of someone taking inventory — and it kept returning, with unmistakable intent, to Drew Porter.
I understood immediately and completely. She wanted him. She had probably decided she would have him before she'd even arrived this morning.
I also understood, with the particular clarity of someone who already knew how this story ended, that she was not going to get him. Not because of anything I intended to do — simply because the story had already been written, and this was not her chapter.
I found my place among the assembled young nobles as the Instructor stepped forward. He had a thin figure, in flowing grey robes, and his voice, though quiet, carried effortlessly through the hall.
"Please come closer and take the white quartz in front of you," he instructed the three of us who had been called forward. "Depending on the color it turns, that will be your element. If it does not change color, it means you do not possess one."
The silence in the hall was absolute.
Drew stepped forward first. He lifted the stone, his large hand engulfing it entirely. For a moment nothing happened — and then a shimmer began at its core, spreading outward until the quartz blazed with a brilliant, polished silver light.
Mr. Thomas's expression shifted into something close to reverence. "The Duke has been blessed with the element of Metal."
The hall exhaled. Whispers broke out across the crowd, and the Duke's already considerable standing seemed to expand another degree. He gave a slight nod and stepped back, his expression unchanged.
Then it was my turn.
Please let me have fire, I thought, stepping forward. Fire was action, momentum, the ability to burn through obstacles rather than grow quietly around them. I closed my fingers around the cool, smooth stone and waited.
A warmth. A gentle pulse. I opened my eyes.
The quartz had turned a soft, vibrant green.
"Lady Ava has been blessed with the element of Wood," the Instructor announced.
Wood. I looked at the green stone in my palm. I'll attack with leaves, I thought, with a flicker of private absurdity. Like a Pokémon.
But even as I thought it, something else was happening — a strange, settling feeling, as though a key had turned in a lock I hadn't known was there. It felt right. It felt alive.
Then Samantha stepped forward.