I could remember the night very clearly. "The night my father handed me over to Alpha Theodore" was forever etched in my memory. I remember how nicely he was to me. I remember how nicely he paid for me to be his mate. Yes. We were rightfully mates, but yet he paid an extra money for the both of us to be together. I could remember everything very clearly."
"I couldn't help but "so anytime I recalled it because I knew what I had to pass through". For the Ist week, he felt like I was the best thing that happened to him, or should I say I felt that way. I was so happy, so glad, felt like all my dreams had come to pass. I was treated especially. All the mates and everyone in the palace loved me back then. I was the loner."
"But then just few months after, Alfred Theodore told me to my face that he had gotten tired of me. I was going to represent me. I needed to pick a position. I remembered. He told me that I had an option. I should give him an heir to the throne or he would marry somebody else. I could recall how he threatened me and how frightened I was when he said those words to me."
"I would never be able to forget how he always tormented my life just because I had not given him an heir yet. I smiled awkwardly. I could remember how the table turned around when his council members informed him that he could only have an heir with his mates that would be the rightful child to the throne."
"After hearing that bad news from his council members, he came back to me. I realized the kind of person he was. I realized how dangerous he wanted me to give him an heir. He Only needed me for an heir. He found me totally useless."
"I cleaned my tears as I recalled all the things I had to pass through because I wanted to be with him, because I chose to be with him. I would never want to choose that kind of path anymore no matter what."
"At first, I always weep in the night thinking I was suffering, thinking I was passing through a lot, but I never knew that my suffering just started. I had not even started suffering yet and I was already weeping."
"I could recall how the maids always laughed at me and mocked me, calling me a fool. I could recall thinking and wondering what could have possibly made me a fool to them."
"I could remember everything, but yet I did not care and instead, I continued to stay there. I could remember how they always called me the foolish one, how they always made it obvious to me that Alpha Theodore did not love me."
"I recalled when one of the servants called me to a corner and told me to run away, to run away as fast as I could, that Alpha Theodore wanted to use me for an experiment since it seemed that I was not fertile enough."
"I could remember everything very clearly, and it hurts me so much because I never listened to anyone and instead did whatever I wanted. And now I was coming to pay for it."
"I could remember the doctors face very vividly and clearly. How he treated me, how he acted to me, how he touched me without my concerns."
"He made me reveal myself to him, and Alfred Theodore did not even protect my dignity, did not protect my name as the ruler. Instead, he let the doctor do whatever he wanted."
"I remembered not believing everything I was told until I heard his conversation with the doctor. I remembered what they discussed about, how they said they were going to use me for their experiments, how I was going to provide an healthy egg for another woman to carry a child because he believed I was not worthy to carry his child despite making me a ruler."
"Despite being his need, he still decided that abandoning me was the best option. I regretted ever trusting him. I regretted ever saying that I wanted to love him."
"I knew from the start it was a mistake, but yet I deceived myself. I remembered how desperate he wanted a child, and that was why I decided the best revenge for him was to make sure he died without knowing he would have an heir to continue this name, to continue the bloodline of his family."
"I will make him suffer. He will never find me just as long as he will never find his secret. He would continue to search for us all his life."
"He will use all his life to search for us, and he will never ever ever ever find us because I am determined and nothing will stop me."
"I felt so much pain. I suffered just because I wanted to be with him, and yet this is how I get paid. This What I get."
"He wanted to use me for an experiment just because of he did not think I was worthy enough to carry his own child”
"I would never ever let him find the triplets no matter what. "They are a secret. I am going to keep with me till the end of his day". But before having to face all that, before having to do all that, I have a task ahead of me, and that is to find that stupid Teacher who decided that she wanted to exploit kids' powers."
"I will never let her find out his secret. Even if she had found out anything, I would mislead her because I know Theodore is looking for me in every possible way, in every possible method."
"He is using different people to search for me, and I would not take anybody serious. Even Sarah, who I take as my friend, I still don't trust her because I know Thiedo and I know he can use anybody."
I know what I have to pass through. I know how to lead to me, and I know that I need to be careful.