Every scar on my back has a story, and every story ends with your name. I'm going to make sure you feel every one of them
7 YEARS LATER
"You’re overthinking again, Tyra. I can see the gears grinding from across the room."
I felt Viktor’s heavy, warm hand land on my shoulder, and for a second, the crushing weight of the diamonds around my neck felt a little lighter.
I forced a small smile, looking up at the man who had spent the last seven years picking up the pieces of my life.
Viktor wasn't just my stepfather; he was the only person in this marble mausoleum who didn't look at me like a business transaction.
"Is it that obvious?" I asked, my voice barely audible over the pulse of the music thumping through the ballroom.
"Only to me." He squeezed my shoulder gently, his eyes full of a kindness that didn't belong in a house built on blood.
"It’s your nineteenth birthday, sweetheart. For one night, stop looking at the door. Stop waiting for the world to end. Just... be nineteen."
I let out a shaky breath, leaning my head against his arm for a brief second. "I’m trying, Viktor. Really."
"Good. Because I have a vintage bottle of Cristal with your name on it in the study, and I refuse to drink it with someone who looks like they’re waiting for a funeral." He winked, his expression softening.
"Go. Circulate for ten minutes, then meet me on the terrace. We’ll hide from the sharks together."
I watched him walk away, his tailored suit fitting him perfectly, the image of a man who had mastered the chaos of the Ozerov empire without losing his heart.
He was the reason I hadn't drowned when the silence in this house became too loud.
I turned back to the crowd, my heels clicking against the marble as I moved toward the tall glass doors leading to the balcony. I just needed one minute.
One minute where I wasn't the 'Bratva Princess.' One minute where the humid mansion air didn't feel like it was trying to choke me.
I stepped out into the night, the salt from the lagoon stinging my nose. I gripped the stone railing, my knuckles turning white.
Seven years.
Seven years of birthdays where I’d stood in this exact spot, staring at the front gates, praying for a car that never came.
Praying for a boy who had been scrubbed from the family history like a stain.
The party behind me was a blur of gold silk and expensive laughter. I was about to turn back inside when the music didn't just stop—it felt like the power had been sucked right out of the mansion.
The silence that followed was terrifying. It was the kind of quiet that happens right before a bomb goes off.
I spun around, my heart hammering against my ribs. Inside the ballroom, the elite of Lagos had frozen in place.
The security guards were reaching for their holsters, their faces pale.
Then, the front doors of the estate didn't open. They were shoved aside with a violence that made the chandeliers rattle.
A man walked in.
He didn't look like he belonged at a gala. He looked like he’d crawled out of a cage.
He was massive—six-foot-four of hard, lean muscle that made the expensive suits in the room look like paper.
He was wearing a black tactical shirt, the sleeves pushed up to show off forearms that were covered in jagged, dark ink.
Tattoos of thorns and black roses climbed up his neck, disappearing behind a jawline that looked sharp enough to kill.
My breath caught. My lungs flat-out refused to work.
"Killian?" I whispered, the name feeling like a sin on my tongue.
He didn't look at the guards. He didn't even acknowledge Viktor, who had stepped forward with his mouth hanging open in total shock. Killian’s eyes—grey, cold, and completely empty—were locked onto mine.
He started walking. Each step was heavy, deliberate, echoing through the silent room like a death knell.
The aura coming off him was a physical weight; it was a foul, oily energy that made the people in his path stumble backward just to get away from the heat of it.
He reached the center of the ballroom, and for a second, I forgot everything. I forgot the seven years of silence.
I forgot the 'Silent Sin' that drove him away. I forgot that he looked like a stranger.
All I saw was my Killian. My protector.
I didn't think. I just ran. My heels skidded on the marble as I threw myself at him, my arms open, my heart screaming for him to just hold me.
"Killian! You’re—"
I never got to finish the sentence.
Before I could touch him, his arms shot out. It wasn't a hug. It was a shove.
He slammed his palms into my shoulders with so much force I flew backward, my heels catching on my dress.
I hit the floor hard, the diamonds around my neck biting into my skin, the air leaving my lungs in a pathetic wheeze.
The room gasped. In Utter shock, I looked up from the floor, my vision blurring with hot, stinging tears.
Killian didn't even flinch. He stood over me, looking down like I was something disgusting he’d found on the bottom of his boot. He didn't offer a hand. He didn't look sorry. He looked like he wanted to burn me alive.
He leaned down, his shadow swallowing me whole, the silver ring in his bottom lip glinting under the lights. He didn't lean in to whisper a secret. He leaned in to drop a curse.
"Get up, Tyra," he rasped, his voice a gravelly, ruined mess. "And stop crying. You’re going to need those tears for what I’m going to do to you."
He straightened up, his eyes scanning the room with a lethal promise that made even the guards lower their heads.
"I didn't come back for a birthday party." He looked back down at me, his lip curling in a sneer that broke what was left of my heart.
"I came back to make sure you regret every breath you took while I was gone."