Dreamer

40.

My pace increase walking to and fro in the room, envisaging on what to do about my recent thoughts.

With each passing day I spend here, I find myself compromising the plan I have schemed, as with every feeling that's beginning to build up inside me, every cell in my body is telling me to rethink and consider the casualties.

Casualties I didn't care about before.

Would I speak about the spark endorsing, every time I'm with Orion, or the openness I'm beginning to feel with Aurelia, and somewhat friendship that is starting to flow between us, such that I'm finding myself rethinking, whereas my brain tells me how much this would back fire if I do, yet, I can't help it.

Do I have to scheme with Pesilus?

The same question ringing in my head for days now, as I think of other ways out, and th