Trust/Betray/Overcome

Suffocate from Betrayal

 After suffering from staring at them acting enjoyed even though they're as worried as me the time flew by fast and in a blink of eye without them asking me to explain everything they knew that i can't make myself bring the words out of my head and refresh it just by talking with them

"gotta go, already 5 pm i have an appointment this 6 something came up." i told them and walked directly towards the car where i parked and rode to my villa

  After a half hour of driving i arrived and went directly to my room to change clothe's and get prepared with the things and made plans because i was aware that something big might come tonight and blew me up 

   I wrote a letter for my family if they won't see me again and distributed the money each of their bank account's and sent the files from my work and resignation after writing my siblings name to handle the rest i went to get a SIGPRO SP 2022 in the side of my pants and hid it well, and took another dessert eagle in the right side of my pants to make sure after preparing things i needed i went to the car and drove towards the place i told them to meet up and i was secured that the special agent's and force i told Alex are already information and some snipers located in the top of the building where skate park can be spotted is already sighting from now after a quick drive iv'e arrived and saw Russel sitting at the bench alone after noticing me he was happy as the same time sad and confused but i didn't waste any time and went near him to punch him

  I gripped my hand and punched him but he didn't do anything to protect himself despite the punches i'd thrown at him. He just stared at the bottom feeling the beating and didn't do anything to make me stop.

"You should be ashamed of the things we've been through or should i say it was part of the operation to make me believe we we're 18 year's best of friends for nothing? and to success this plan of your's?" i asked and held his polo while slowly grabbing him up he was not light but either heavy maybe the angry mood of mine forgot his heavy enough to have a 184 weight but that didn't matter to me 

"Answer me everything you want to tell me before i'll kill you!" i shouted out of disbelief and stared at him coldly but he just pretended he didn't hear any of it, does he think i'll give up on beating him out of pity? 

"I, I really can't tell you anything even if i told you, you won't even listen to me." he stated and tears fell from his eyes but that didn't change my mood as if i was heartless this night

"Out of all killers here in the world, why you? out of all people why you? who ordered you? who's behind this?" i asked through him and thrown him out of disgraced but he didn't do anything in fact he let me beat him to pulp 

"You should be aware of what i felt right now, my dad changed y'know and even though i don't like him back then i still cared about him damn it." i shouted out of everything i got and he just cried so loud like he can't do anything even though he wanted to do something

"You should be sorry of yourself right now, and to tell you the truth even a sorry can't let me forgive you easily" i stated and took a deep breath

"So, sorry just please man at least listen to what i have to say." he begged and shake his head  "No, if you're thinking about it please no, i am just a victim like you." he stated and looked at me sadly 

"Victim? if i ordered someone to kill your father what would you do?" i asked coldly 

"Please no bro, i really am just a victim like yourself." he stated and tears started falling fast without his permission as if his tears were a traitor and even his eyes can't seem to stop it from falling 

"You should at least listen to me, you should open your ears just this once to me." he stated again and went down to his knees 

"Then tell me who did all of this things to you? who tried to ruined us?" i asked and gripped my hand as i lit a cigarette and puffed it after hiding the lighter

"That, anything but that i can't tell you." he stated again and looked down

"Dumb enough to realize no matter how you punch him can't let him explain everything?" another person spoke as they went towards the spot where we were but i didn't gave a damn about what he said 

"By the way i'm the person behind your connections that can't be connected" he stated again that made me stare at him coldly

"Come on, i just love seeing the both of you fighting continue without minding me, and you can also kill him without problems i can always be trusted" he talked again and went near me but i grabbed the gun in the left side of my pants but he just smiled as if he predicted it

   He didn't saw one of my mans but little did he know i have the upper hand but i didn't acted like it in fact i just studied him carefully

"You can shoot at me but i swear my mans surrounding this place right now." he mumbled and lit his cigarette i throw away mine and spit in the floor

"The heck i care? at least i get to shoot at your ugly face." i answered and grinned like a psycho and he just stared at me deadly

   Just hit the top of the nail and it was all as i calculated

"So care to tell me why you planned everything?" i asked but he just stared at the sky and looked at me like his mood was broken

"If your son got betrayed what would have you felt? and after getting betrayed he died from suicide." he stated and stared at me waiting for my answer

"Never have one, but the betrayed part has a thing from me." i answered while still pointing the gun at him

"No, none of those really mattered to you right? so care to answer me why you betrayed my son back then?" he asked as if we really did betrayed his son but i didn't gave time to remember everyone from back then and as far as i recall we didn't betrayed someone 

"Never tried one, care to tell us the name of your son?" i answered and asked him while still staring at him deadly and hungry for his blood 

    I can't easily forgive someone who just went on the way to kill all my investors and company partner's and almost ruined my life by ordering my best bud to kill me and my family next.

"f**k off, stop pretending you didn't kill my son he was Andre the person you ignored the most in his lowest and died because of wanting your attention." he stated angrily but i never recall Andre dying because of us either did he died because of us betraying him 

"We didn't betrayed him, and your the father why didn't you stayed with him at his lowest? stop blaming other people in your mistakes." i stated and shoot at him in the knees he collapsed and because of the gunshot everyone in his group got shot from my special agent's but that wasn't enough because of the backup he requested damn it when did he signaled? i didn't noticed quickly Russel didn't stood up and just stayed clueless about everything but after someone shot Alex he was hit in the heart i gripped my hands as i saw him falling towards the floor i shot each enemy i saw and killed there mastermind but Russel got shot in the wing side of the bones but he just stared at the blood dripping i killed the person shooting him and get the other gun in the right side and killed every single one of the enemy but after the shots i went near Russel but he was already dead i kneel down and shouted out of sadness and the anxiety i carried went deeper but i didn't realized one of the enemy got a gun pointing at me while lying in the sand and covered with blood he shot me in the chest and before i realized it i was already dead

    This should be the right thing to do, this should be everything but is this enough to make me feel okay? since when did my trust issues went to maximum and my anxiety deepen? since when did i felt like everything and everyone around me can't do anything to make me trust them? 

        But after a few thoughts wondering in my brain i woke up from the brightness what the? where am i? what am i doing here? what the heck am i wearing? i was pretty sure i died after getting shot at the chest but why am i lying here in the forest and my body why is it so heavy? every single thought processed in my brain but i just stared at the sky full of leaves from the trees and the clouds that's moving to fast am i reincarnated? is it one of those i saw in anime where the MC got reincarnated and became powerful? but why is this some sort of a game? but even though i was lost in thought i stood up and went to the nearest river 

"Was i reincarnated or something? i can't seem to concentrate in this kind of situation." i mumbled and stared at my face in the river pointy nose, blue eyes, am i still nineteen? and the face was kinda looked good sorta a long white hair and this white skin and a shirt that's clearly been wreck what kind of design is this? is this even a design? says my thought but i just washed the small dirt in my face and stared at the things i left in the forest it was foods and it also was clearly not the foods i used to eat in the earth is this even earth? 

  I didn't mind everything and just took the things i left and ate a little food and drank a water and started walking to find the nearest town

  I get passed to a big trees and i found out that i was in a high cliff and the view from it there was a town but i think it'll need a week or twice to get passed through some forest rivers and fields but that didn't stopped me from my plan to get in the town i checked my shorts and it doesn't have any money guess i need to find a new way of living and start just by checking how things works here as i walked towards a empty place i saw a small cottage and there was no one around i went inside it and as i sat the rain started pouring damn it was just giving some hot vibes a couple of minutes ago while studying the place i saw a necklace i wore and checked it, it was a diamond necklace i wonder how much this cost here or does it even have a value? the foods i ate a while ago was edible how should i tell if the foods here are edible but asking someone wouldn't mean i'd survive here i saw  some mushrooms in the side of a tree it was the same as the edible in earth now how to cook it? i took of my clothes and hang it to not let it get wet and took the mushrooms while finding somethings to use for cooking i saw a broken knife and took it, as i used it to make some spoon and got some big shells that can be used for cooking i started making a fire out of stick and woods

  Just by leaving in this kind of situation is hard enough for me to start a new life, it was some kind of survival to the fittest and encountering someone you are clueless who and what might they do to you but that doesn't mean my journey will end right now, it has only began.

"I guess i should find a way to live and survive this place, first mission will be finding a country and second will be finding some ways to live" i said and get ready to rest because it's already dark

   I took some soft fluffy fur it might be from some monster but i can use it as a pillow, it was dark and it's silky i can't seem to let my guard down in this kind of situation 

   A good night of sleep can't be possible if i can't survive out of this forest but i need some kind of weapon to use or else i'll be doomed 

   After sleeping while still not letting my guard down the place was quite and the moon light was telling that it'll be fine for me and i'll survive 

   From my past life i was not indoors for nothing i trained and became strong physically and mentally, but i know that won't be enough in this place like this i wonder what kind of country i'll first encounter and i wonder what kind of people are living in it but from the looks of this place cars doesn't exist either motorbikes and i'm guessing even electricity doesn't seem to be used 

   I wonder if this magic existed in this place i sat up and started raising my hand imagining the flow of magic and figuring the posture, size, target and process of it. 

   Afterwards i tried shooting at the tree in front of me and my eyes widened as soon as a big ball of fire started to glow but i didn't let go of it in fact i erased everything in my mind and it soon vanished

   I know it sounds crazy but damn that fireball was bigger than i imagined but i shook my head and try making it smaller practicing every single detail of it and using it as a daily surviving methods, but i ran out of luck when i encountered a big bear it was wild enough to wound me but i learned minimal healing and used it as i stood out i remembered some things about alchemists and i wondered if i can use it, i can't defeat it using magic like fire, water, or ice. 

   I touched the ground and imagined the wild bear being locked inside a cage and the rocks forming into a sharp swords to slice the bare into tiny bits and i almost lost conscious from the things i saw, just the way i imagined everything happen am i some kind of overpowered in this world? but i concentrated at the wild bear not tangling from being stabbed with the sharp swords made out of rock and slowly died from it 

     The bear is like strong enough to beat a normal person am i abnormal? my abilities is beyond i imagined so far, and from the way it was i think i might use this to find some new abilities i can use and be aware of the surroundings, i stood up and cut the bear to slices as i broke the dirt locking the bear inside

   But should i hide my real powers just in case? that didn't cross my mind i just continued slicing it and cooked it afterwards 

    It was a nice meal and the bear's bones was inside a infinite storage room that i learned back then, hours, days, months had passed and do every single thing i did just to survive, i faced difficulties and everything that happened to me still not fail to amuse me. 

   Every monster's i'd beaten was cooked and their equipment's, bones, things that are selling at high price was kept, even goblins i encountered talked and even though their language wasn't English but i still understood them. 

"That was the most of them." i said and wiped my sweat after beating a hundreds of venomous and enormous cobra damn that wasn't easy,I get past to a river and stared at them map i drew when i was still in the high cliff and i was still half of the place from my destination, and i felt tired it's been two and 4 days since i started walking from there, i guess it's near when you look at it high but to far when you go towards it

     This place is insane full of different kind of monsters and i can't even see a single person walking around this place, i wonder if this kind of places are some private property neither it wasn't available to enter or is it some kind of do it at your own risk? I wonder what'll my reaction be if i hear something about this place, i heard a kid screaming begging for help and i didn't let it scream again because i located the kid a second after he shouted

"Help! someone, anyone, please help me!" the kid shouted again while sobbed and i ran fast as i could and in a minute i saw him and some teenage girl

"What's wrong kid?" i asked as i went near them and reassure them i was there to help 

"This forest is full of monsters mister, me and my sister was ordered from the king to find a clue about someone beating up the monsters when suddenly our armies died because of a big black eagle, it it was huge to bring them down in a single hit but me and my sister ran away but she collapsed when we came here." he stated trying hard not to sound afraid 

"You did good enough kid! don't worry she will be fine." i said and healed her quickly but what kind of king orders one kid and one teenage girl to investigate?

"Now can you tell me what's your name?" i asked as i finished healing the teenage girl she was beautiful had a pointed noise and her hair was black yet her skin is white and appealing 

"Sorry to introduce myself like this mister, I am Reudios Griffen still 12 and my sister who hasn't wake up yet is Criselda Griffen she's 18" he answered and wiped the tears in his eyes

"And you mister?" he asked as i nodded to his answer and thought about my age or either my name 

"Oh, it's Leviouse Ron but you can call me Ron though, and by the way i'm still 19." i answered and thought that telling them i was 30 would surely create a big misunderstanding

"Nice to meet you Ron, I live in the capital me and my sister is a child of a army, we're trained but we still can't defeat the big black eagle but i swore to my dad that i'd beat it to get a compliment from him." he looked depressed and now my question had been answered why the got send here even though they are still kids except his sister 

     After talking with him he explained me the policies of this place and this forest was deadly enough to kill a bandits or troops in a single beast, but i can't tell them i walked from here or should i think about it, this forest was called THE FOREST OF THE DEAD and was named after a war with the beast's here that wiped up nearly the whole country 

"Is the country near here Griffen? what'd you use to come here?" i asked out of curiosity but his left eyebrows raised

"Every single towns man know about the teleportation Ron hadn't you heard about it?" he stared at me questioning when i was the one who questioned first

"No i was some kind of a adventurer and i was new to this place!" i answered as i looked at his sister standing up and holding her head while shaking it 

"Are you alright?" her brother asked and helped her sat while still confused

"Who are you?" Criselda asked as i stared at her and slowly stood up but i didn't manage to answer her when his brother "Hey now, now big sister Criselda his the one who helped you and his name is Leviouse Ron and his nineteen, but you can call him Ron he says." he answered quickly like he didn't needed me to answer her and ensure me that he can handle her, kinda funny how he can handle her despite his age his kinda matured