The transition from a palace servant to a Shadow Walker was not a leap; it was a slow, agonizing crawl through glass. Ryker didn't believe in gentle introductions. By noon, my muscles felt like they were being pulled apart by hot wires.
"Again," Ryker commanded. He stood at the edge of the clearing, his arms folded over his chest, his grey eyes tracking my every move.
I gasped for air, the cold mountain wind stinging my lungs. I reached deep inside, trying to find that pocket of darkness I had touched the night before. I pictured Silas’s cold blue eyes, the way he had looked at me during the Rejection, as if I were a stain on his polished floor. That spark of anger was the key.
Suddenly, the shadows beneath the pine trees stretched. They slithered toward me like ink in water, coiling around my wrists. But as soon as I tried to shape them into a blade, they dissipated into thin air.
"You're overthinking it," Ryker said, walking toward me. His boots crunched on the frozen pine needles. "You're trying to control the shadow like a tool. It isn’t a tool, Ivy. It’s a part of your soul that has been suppressed for ten years. You don't command it; you release it."
"It's hard to release something that has been locked away for so long," I snapped, wiping sweat from my forehead.
"The world thinks you are an Omega, a zero," he said, his voice dropping to a low, dangerous vibration. "They think you are weak because you are quiet. But silence is where the shadow lives. Every time you were hit, every time you were insulted, every time Silas Vane looked through you as if you didn't exist... you weren't just enduring. You were collecting."
He stopped right in front of me. "Release the collection, Ivy."
I closed my eyes. I didn't think of the magic. I thought of the ten years of scrubbing floors until my knuckles bled. I thought of the hunger, the cold nights in the cellar, and the final, crushing weight of Silas’s voice saying, 'I reject you.'
The ground beneath me didn't just darken; it turned into a void. The temperature in the clearing dropped twenty degrees. I felt a sudden, terrifying weightlessness, and when I opened my eyes, the shadows had risen from the earth like jagged obsidian shards, encircling me in a protective, lethal ring.
Ryker stayed perfectly still, even though one of the shadow-blades was inches from his throat. A slow, grim smile spread across his face. "There she is. The Shadow Queen."
But the power came with a price. A sudden, sharp pain lanced through my chest, not from the magic, but from the broken bond. Far away, in the Silver-Moon Palace, something was happening to Silas. I could feel his distress like a phantom limb, a cold ache that told me he was searching for something he had lost.
"He's looking for me," I whispered, the shadows flickering as my focus wavered.
"Let him look," Ryker said, his eyes hardening. "By the time he finds you, he won't be looking for a mate. He’ll be looking for mercy.