the bad girl

13

Mia POV

Have been a week since rogues attacked the house 

Everything is already going normal again, though I have a presentiment that  something is wrong

Like if something bad will happen soon and we don't see it 

Everybody is so busy planning my birthday (Ohhh yes my birthday, it's on two days) that they don't pay attention on Protecting the borders

I'm excited about my birthday but the security of my people is more important to me 

I don't want to feel what I felt one week ago again 

I don't want more people dying by rogues 

I'll be the queen of all these people in two days, and they hope me to be strong and take care of them, not to let the rogues take away the life from their family members

I supposed to protect them and that's all 

Anyway, it's already 7:00 am and I need to go to school

Never in my life I've felt so happy about going to school, but I just can't hold over anymore looking everybody trying to hide from me (uselessly) what they are planning to my birthday

-They really think I don't know what they're doing

But I'm not so i***t like to don't    realize what they have been doing all these days-

But I'm happy also because I'll see Grayson 

This last week have happened many things, since we showed up our secret everything have been going better between us 

We have become accomplices and... something more… 

I don't know what the f**k is happening to me but with each day that pass I feel more in love with this boy 

I feel empty when he's not with me 

Yes it's stupid but it's true 

I even feel that I need him to can breath

And this foolish feeling grow day by day 

I try to stop them but I just can't, 

This is stronger than me 

I only hope that I won't be one girl more to him 

Because the thought of losing him real scare me 

"What the f**k mia, what the he'll is going on with you" I scold myself 

I open my locker and take my books 

The hall is weirdly empty 

OMG what time is it?

Fuck, I'm 30 minutes late 

Where did I have my head?

I run to the classroom 

Ohh perfect it's math, as if the things couldn't get worse I came late just to math, with that teacher that hates me 

I knock the door and ask the teacher to let me in 

He smiles to me before saying "Ohh look what I have here, how you come late why you don't come here and help me with this exercise" 

I can see the satisfaction on his face, I bit my tongue to keep my words in, I don't want another  detention with this f*****g teacher

So I make my way to the blackboard, I take the chalk from his hand and I finish in less than 2 minutes   

I turn around and throw  the chalk to the teacher with a big grin in my mouth

He looks at me with anger in his eyes 

He wanted me to make the ridiculous in front of the class but he couldn't 

I raise my things and make my way to my chair 

a proud Grayson wait me with a stupidly handsome and sexy smile 

"That was incredible " he says 

"Thanks" I reply 

" you're so good in math, why do you let people think you're bad in it?" 

" to can shut up freaking mouths as  I just did" I say grinning

" you're actually an expert on it, baby" he says, looking right through my eyes 

I feel the heat growing in my cheeks, this happen every time I'm with him, I just get blushed cause anything he says. I need to stop this really 

I hate when he looks at me like that, cause I feel like he can see everything inside me, as he can read my thoughts and it scares me, but I love it the same, I love that look of him, I love seeing those beautiful grey eyes looking right into me 

I feel I can be myself with him, that I don't need to say what I feel or want because he already knows it 

Don't ask me how is that even possible, because I don't even know, but it does 

When the class finishes I go to the dining hall for my lunch 

I get a seat beside Taylor who was so busy writing on her phone 

"eh what is going on in that pretty busy mind?" I ask 

" MIAA thanks god you're here, I need you to come with me to shopping, I need a new dress NOW" 

" what?? Shopping? Now? I don't think so"

" come on mia... please, I want you to help me with this, you always chose the best dresses" She makes puppy's eyes to me 

" ok Taylor,  I'll go with you" I say rolling my eyes 

OMG am I really doing this?

"Wait a minute, why do you want... need I new dress? What's going on?" I ask 

Her cheeks turn red, though she says " I'll meet Edward family tonight" 

My eyes wide no knowing what to say 

"Yes I know it's going so fast, but it was truth when I said he wanted something serious with me" she says with a so happy face 

I can't hold but feeling happy for her 

"I trust you" I say her smiling  

****** 

At The end of the class I find Grayson on his bike waiting for me 

I smile instantly when he looks me 

I hate to have to say him that I won't leave with him today, but I told Taylor I'll go with her to shop 

"Hey baby" he says 

"Hey" I reply 

"Are you ready?" He asks

"Ehhh... no" I lower my sight " I told Taylor I'll go to shop with her today 

"It's OK,  I'll go with you" he says

I feel all my body screaming YESS to him 

" no you don't, this a girl meeting" I protest, although all my body wants the opposite 

" I can see you later at least?" He asks pouting 

" hmmmm I don't know... maybe" I smile giving him a little kiss on his cheek and leaving him there 

****** 

"The red, blue or white one?"  Taylor asks me 

I think it for a while, I'm just a mess taking decision 

"The blue one" I finally say 

"I'll take it" Taylor says to the clerk

"Thanks Mia, I knew you'd choose the most beautiful" she says hugging me 

"It's OK tay" I hug her back "now go and enjoy your dinner" 

"What about you? I'll drive you to your house" Taylor offers me

"Ehhhh" I feel my cheeks turning on AGAIN "you don't have to, I'll be OK" 

"No way, you’re coming with me" Taylor says firmly 

"No Taylor, I'm not"

"Why?" She inquires "what's going on Mia?" 

"Grayson is already outside waiting for me" I say bluntly, she'll know it anyway 

Her jaw drops down for a long while 

I roll my eyes at her expression, so she breaks in laugh 

"What?" I inquire 

" nothing, it's just... mia, the bad and coldest girl from school, who has many boys behind her" 

"That's no truth" I cut her 

"Ohhh yes, it is, it's just that you don't realize it. That mia finally lets a boy go into her so beautiful and sweet heart. It just took me by surprise" she finishes 

" shut up Taylor" I roll my eyes 

Taylor just laugh and laugh, and I feel my cheeks turning more and more red with each second that pass 

"I'm so happy for you Mia, I want you to be the happiest person on this world, you deserve it. Now go and meet your boy, I don't want you to make him wait, come on, go with him" 

I roll my eyes but I do what she says, I really want to go with him 

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