I wake up with a smile.. I open my eyes, thinking I'm going to see James next to me. Shit, empty.. I sit up straight, hoping to see him somewhere in the room. Shit, nothing.. He left.. Our conversation comes back to me, "we should deal with our s**t first before we can try again" I jump up.. Oh hell no! I have to stop him!! I see Em brought me breakfast. God bless her. I devour my breakfast while trying to get dressed.. I run to the tent where the reception was. Nothing.. I run into the restaurant.. Not there. Shit, s**t, shit.. The amphitheater! The show is there tonight.. The wedding yesterday was only family and close friends. Tonight they invited everyone, her "celbies" and his clients. Between Mandla, James and Katie they got quite a lineup. Artists from all over

