I feel nothing.
I'm here but I'm not here. I hear people talk but I don't register.
My mind is numb.
Bindi says smile, I smile
Bindi says say yes, I say yes.
I don't really know why I'm doing or saying whatever she says, I just do.
It seems easier this way.
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Art came yesterday and handed me a cigar. Apparently I'm becoming a father.
I don't know why he would think that.
But he seems happy and so does Bindi, so it must be good.
It's just easier that way.
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They have been gone for a couple of days, I think. Haven't heard from Bindi so I'm just in the apartment, keeping to myself.
It's just easier that way.
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I wake up with a monster headache! Jaysis! How much have I been drinking!
I see I'm in my apartment but it doesn't feel like my apartment anymore.
I stumble to the
