Loving Felix

Episode 9| Slow and steady

I couldn’t believe it! I immediately clothed my exposed thighs with my blanket. He was seated at her desk which apparently sends him straight to my direction if he dared to look. It was a 10 for me, she had crossed her limits and I was not ready to let this slip. I angrily typed in to Felix telling him about the situation and thank goodness for him I momently let it go. It was almost 2:30am when she escorted her boyfriend out. The lights were still off. Making up my mind and rehearsing the speech in my head I stood up to switch on the lights. She flinched as it reflected directly on her. Good!

“Kira! with all due respect if next time you decide to bring in your friend please alert me, I was half naked when he walked in on me” from her surprised reaction I could see my point was well made.

“sure” she said retrieving to bed. I switched off the lights hopping back in bed with a victory smile.

“Cleo, when you say half naked I don’t agree with you because when I got inside I thought you were okay” she said now sitting on her bed.

“I copied her position straining my eyes to see her face in the dark.

“Well our level of half-naked is clearly different from mine, you might wear a very short jean and call it fashion but to me, that’s showing my nakedness” I retorted preparing to throw another shot if she dragged the issue. Clearly our difference in size was that which made the difference.

“Okay” she simply said lying back, I remained in my position for a minute before retracing to bed.

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My alarm went off at 5:am, silencing it as soon as possible I reluctantly got out of bed with all the cleaning essentials from my locker to the bathroom. It was my turn to clean and I was ready to make shine. Another problem we had with Kira was scrubbing. She most of the times skipped whenever it was her turn and would notify no one about it. Apart from me being a little bit lazy, I did clean very well!

It was almost 6am when I jumped in the bath space to bathe, I felt accomplished and satisfied with what I had done. I entered back in the room when I noticed Vera sleeping on her bed. Well surprise, surprise.

“Nowadays we leave our own bed to share with our boyfriends’, whilst we have comfortable empty beds yearning for our touch, very interesting if you ask me, very.” I teased pretending to be talking to myself and she gave herself away as expected.

“If I want to sleep uncomfortable with someone, allow me” she replied with a chuckle

“I’ve heard you, just that your mom is sound asleep thinking her daughter spent the night in her own room, I’m just sad for her”

“You are mad!” she threw her pillow at me landing close to Kira’s bed. We both stared at each other before bursting into soft laughter.

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Felix texted he was coming over so I decided to skip the library today. It was almost 1pm, our snacks were packed and no one was in the room apart from Vera. I wanted her to stay awhile with as, get to know him a little close up. I was in a cute blue top with a mid-thigh jean skirt and a little balm to my lips.

I met him at the door letting my nostrils explore the goodness of cologne. He smelled so good.

“Hey you”

“You are damn cute every day; how do you do that?” he whispered close to my ears.

“I guess the same way you captured my heart” my body tensed when realization dawned on me from my words. God was I falling for him already?

“Hi Felix” Vera’s annoying voice interrupted our beautiful starring contest. We moved from the door to my bed.

“Vera, how’s you?” he asked taking a seat.

“I’m fine thank you, hope you are good?”

“yes by Grace everything is okay.”

“I see your girlfriend is very happy to see you” I shot a deadly glare at her. Fine, Felix and I liked each other a lot but we had not yet made our relationship official and Vera could not just understand why.

“Yeah and I am very happy to see her”

Vera left after a great deal of interrogation which earned a glare from me with every question she asked. My head was positioned on his chest as he laid on his back on the bed. His hands were slowly travelling in my hair making the pit of my stomach fuzzy.  Had to be honest with myself, I wanted Felix more than I let myself believe and I was a 100% sure I wanted to be with him for eternity but what if he got tired of me like Edwin did? Edwin was the only guy I said the words I love you to and I ended up regretting it.

 I didn’t want to repeat the mistake twice but I couldn’t help but to feel the immerse emotions every time I’m with him or think about him. He brought me a different kind of feeling, joy, satisfaction.  He just brought a huge smile to my face with his presence and I loved him. I loved Felix, Felix Collin I love you.

I ruined our position by sitting up facing him, his blue fitted blouse did justice to his beautiful body highlighting on every structured muscle. he was too sexy to handle.

“You look like you want to eat me” my lips made a perfect “0” at his words.

“I- I was just-

“Drooling?”

“Oh you wish!”

“Don’t pout like that it’s tempting” his voice grew low and husky. My eyes travelled to his lips, full and ready to be sucked. geez Cleo! His hands travelled to my face as he inched closer. All I could do was try to calm the voice in my head screaming “Kiss him!”

“I want to do this so bad but I don’t want to make you feel pressured” he swallowed hard sending impulses to my spine. Oh God knows the sinister scenarios I’ve had in my head since day one!

“I- I don’t feel pressured by you” I managed to say whilst my lips brushed his. The small act caused my body to react in a way I had never experienced before. I took a steady breath savoring every second of it, his scent, this moment and our close proximity. I didn’t want to miss any detail making sure to memorize every second of the wonderful feeling. I slowly closed the gap and just like I had long imagined our first kiss.

Slow and steady. His lips came crushing into mine and all thoughts dispersed. His sweet scent filled my nostrils and that full flesh held mine captive, softer than I could imagine. Certain delicate parts of my body began to grow hot with every wet kiss and I felt myself slowly melt under him.

He nibbled on my lower lip as a moan escaped my lips. Parting my lips his tongue conquered the depths of my mouth and what seemed like an innocent kiss turned hungry and consuming pulling me to his warmth. self-control was not an option now.my arms reached up and tangled around his thick strong neck. I felt like I was walking on clouds- the way his lips connected with mine

“f**k you drive me crazy baby girl, let’s watch a movie before I lose my mind” he murmured against my swollen lips, I slowly opened my eyes and the swirls of emotion I saw there made me want to surrender my body to him. Lust and desire. Our breaths were heavy but my heart was racing a lot faster. This was the confirmation I needed. I loved him and that was the end game. We spent the rest of the day watching different series and snacking and before we knew it was already 6pm.

“I’ll see you soon?”

“sooner” I said replaying what happened between us over again in my head, a sly smile slowly sprawling my face.

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