THE PAST. REAGAN'S POV. I drive out of there as fast as I can because he was so close to me giving up and saying f**k it and running back into his arms, I didn't expect it to hurt this much, because it's not just my heart that's hurting, it's every single cell in my body, every bone, everything, everything hurts. As I get away I hear the most heartbreaking howl and I hate that I did this to him, that I did this to us, but it's the only way. I make it far enough from the house and I stop and park my car and I lean my head against the steering wheel and I just cry, I let everything out. But the tears don't seem to be stopping, I need to find a way to numb this pain, if not it's going to kill me and I can't go home because with the way I'm feeling if my father says something that rub

