Deadly love

Chapter 2

Xavier POV

I jump through my window while think in how damn stupid I was, it can never happen again. *Sniffle* wait what. I walk out my room and into my mum's, the scene broke me my mum grippin onto the picture sobbin her heart out, well what's left of it. "Mum" her eyes snap up to mine as she starts to dry her eyes "Evenin hun" she says but her voice is broken and hoarse "I'm sorry" I say lookin down "It ain't your fault for what happens son" I look up to see her lookin at me "But If I just have listen" I start speaking but am interrupted by a loud eckoin slap to my cheek I look up to see my mum standin with her hand raised "Mum" I said questionly my mum was soft spoken barley raised her voice and now she raisin her hand "it was not your fault for what happend to him so go to bed and sleep you start school tomorrow" my mum said sternly me and looked down at the pictures "I miss him mum" I said lookin like a lost puppy "I know hun me too but he's always with us" she said placin her hand on my heart, I stared down at her, she lost a lot of weight since then "Mum" "Yes son" I heard her croack out "Please be honest do ya sometimes wish it was me instead" I barely got out the guilt was eatin at me "Now you listen to me Xavier Mason Ashford I would never but never wish it was you, your my baby how could I" she said looken like the spit fire she is "Yes mum" I gave her a small smile while bending down and hugging her "I love ya son, now get to bed" I chuckled "Yes mum"