CHAPTER 2

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DAMIAN'S POV I don't ask women to dinner. That's not arrogance. It's just a fact. My assistant schedules everything, including meals, and the women in my life have always understood how that works. Vivienne never complained. She appreciated the structure. Everyone in my world appreciates the structure because my world runs on it. So I don't know what happened in that hallway. One moment I was standing there doing what I came to do, assess, control, resolve, and the next I was leaning against her doorframe asking a woman in hospital scrubs and bare feet to have dinner with me. Like I had no architecture left. Like she'd walked through something I didn't know was standing. She stared at me for three full seconds. I counted. "No," she said. "No." "You heard me." She finally took her hand off the folder. Set it against her side. "I don't know you. You're not here because you want dinner. You're here because someone in your organization panicked and you came to manage the situation in person." She paused. "Which I respect, honestly. But I'm not in this situation. I'm the solution. Sign the papers and we're done." I looked at her. She looked back. Nobody looks at me like that. Not like I'm ordinary. Not like I'm something to be patiently waited out. She wasn't performing calmly, she “was” calm, the kind that comes from a person who has weathered things I haven't seen yet and come out the other side still standing. I wanted to know every single thing she'd weathered. That thought arrived without permission and I filed it away. "You paid sixty dollars," I said. She blinked. "What?" "The legal aid clinic. You paid sixty dollars out of pocket to handle a problem that was entirely not your fault." I kept my voice even. "That shouldn't have happened either." Something flickered in her eyes. Brief. She shut it down fast, but I caught it, the small involuntary reaction of a person who is not used to being seen and doesn't know what to do when it happens. "Mr. Harlow…" "Damian." "..that's not relevant…" "It's relevant to me." She exhaled slowly through her nose. Patient. Controlled. Like she was managing a difficult family member on a ward. "The only relevant thing is that folder in your hand and a signature. That's the transaction. That's all this is." "Is it?" "Yes." I tilted my head. "Then why haven't you closed the door?" She hadn't. The door was still open and she was still standing in it, folder at her side, and for a woman trying to end a conversation, she was doing a poor job of ending it. I didn't point that out again. I'd already pushed and I knew when to let a thing breathe. Instead, I looked at her, really looked, the way I look at a contract before I sign it, the way I look at a room before I walk into it, and I tried to reconcile the person in front of me with every version of this story I'd constructed on the drive over. Lena had handed me the background check with that particular expression she gets when she's bracing for my reaction. Married. Not engaged, not common-law, married. To a nurse named Reina Castillo, documented, filed, and county-stamped. My first thought was scheme. My second was a lawyer. My third, somewhere under the noise, was who. I'd built three different versions of who on the drive over. None of them was her. She wasn't performing anything. That was the thing I couldn't stop turning over. Every person I deal with is performing something, competence, loyalty, indifference, or desire. It's background noise I stopped hearing years ago. She wasn't doing any of it. She'd answered the door in her pajamas and handed me paperwork and told me she was tired, and every single word had been exact and true. I hadn't had an exact and true conversation in longer than I could remember. "Twelve months," I said. She met my eyes. "What?" "You tried to reach my team for twelve months." I kept my voice level but I let her hear the weight underneath it. "You were patient when most people wouldn't have been. You handled it alone." I paused. "Why didn't you go to the press?" She looked at me like I'd said something mildly offensive. "Because that's not who I am." "It would have worked." "I know it would have worked." Her chin lifted slightly. "I'm not interested in what works if it means burning someone to get there." The thing in my chest did it again. That quiet, inconvenient shifting. I didn't want to leave. That was the honest truth I was already struggling with on her doorstep. I had come here to resolve something and instead I was standing here wanting five more minutes, then five more after that, because something about her conversation felt like the first real air I'd breathed in a long time and I didn't know how to explain that to myself. I took the folder. She watched me take it. "My team will be in touch this week," I said. "You'll have a response within forty-eight hours. And the sixty dollars…." "Don't," she said. "It's sixty dollars, Reina." My own voice surprised me. The way her name landed when I said it, like it meant something. Like I'd been saying for longer than thirty minutes. Her jaw shifted. She heard it too. I know she did because she looked away for exactly one second — just one — before looking back, and when she did her eyes were careful in a new way. "Goodnight, Mr. Harlow," she said. She stepped back. The door closed. I stood in the hallway for a moment that was longer than it should have been, folder in hand, trying to locate the version of myself that had walked in here with a plan. I couldn't find him. My phone buzzed. Lena. “How did it go?” I stared at the door. "She's not what I expected," I typed back. Lena's response came in four seconds flat. "What does that mean?" I put my phone in my pocket and walked toward the elevator and didn't answer, because the honest answer was something I wasn't ready to say out loud yet. “It means I'm going back."
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