Chapter Four😍( Down The Drain)

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I still couldn't believe I was going with Brad. That guy, as far as I knew, he never had been in a relationship. Sure, he had a fan following, but he wasn't the type of guy to sleep around with girls for fun. And I obviously respected a guy like that. But his attitude was what terrified me the most. He was terrifying for a second, and then he would be normal. He was so confusing. What I had noticed, he never looked genuinely happy. His dark eyes held no emotion and he rarely laughed. Sure, comforting people wasn't my forte, but I certainly was observant. "I still can't believe I agreed," I anxiously said, biting my lip, something I did when I was nervous. "You should consider yourself lucky, really. Many girls would kill to be your spot right now. Stop being so grouchy and have a zest for life!" Pauline over enthusiastically said, slapping my arm and I rolled my eyes. "Many boys would too," Ethan quietly said, still sad about James. "You're a lucky girl. Could you give him my number sometime, probably?" I couldn't help suppressing a smile, Ethan always made me laugh even if he didn't intend to. "I don't really think he's gay, Ethan," I said, smiling sympathetically. "Well, screw him!" he huffed and stalked off, being his usual grumpy self. To be honest, riding unicorns on rainbows would be much more believable than me going to the event with him. "Hey, do you think he's a virgin?" Pauline asked, and I groaned, rolling my eyes and stomping away--leaving Pauline laughing her ass off behind me. *** The first lecture was Math and I honestly kind of liked Math, being the big nerd I am. And that also meant I had to do everyone's homework sometimes. Jay ( and Brad too, unfortunately) was in my Math class, so I really looked forward to it. He hadn't arrived yet, and behold, I was early again. The school s**t, Laura sauntered in, with exaggerated hip swaying and hair tossing. And why did she even bother wearing clothes? She might as well as have come naked, considering a number of clothes she was wearing. Honestly, I don't like s**t-shaming, but what really can you say when you have slept with the entire swimming and football team? By that time, students had begun filing in the class. Unexpectedly (note the sarcasm) her eyes landed on me and narrowed. She came towards at me, her heels clicking against the ground. "Look, nerd, I don't know what the hell you're doing with Brad, but stay away from him, he's mine," she hissed, glowering. To be honest, she didn't intimidate in the slightest. Yeah, she did, at first. The hard part was, she used to be my best friends. Yes, with the n***d baby baths and all. And you know, High School, and she turned into the spawn of Satan. She was the type of best friend I could call at 3:00 am, who would help me revise for an exam the whole night when I hadn't studied. She used to be the only person with whom I shared my cookies and chocolates--that was a great honor, to be honest. But that's the way of life. Everyone changes. That's totally natural. But then I met Pauline (we bonded over our mutual hatred for Laura because she used to bully Pauline too) and everything was pure fabulous since then. "Are you like a famous place? 'Cause everyone's been there, hon," I muttered under my breath and because of my marvelous luck, she heard me. "Excuse me? Did you say something?" she snarled and the class immediately became quiet, and everyone was staring at us. "Oh, actually, I said that I would slap you but again, that would be animal a***e," I grimaced, looking at her apologetically. There were a few-- a lot-- of "burns" and "oohs". Her mouth formed a wide "O". I grinned at her, satisfied that she couldn't answer. Okay, I was actually enjoying myself. "You..you.." she desperately said, trying to find words. "Sorry to interrupt your very intelligent words, but I'm just plain curious because I think you must have been born on a highway, that's where most accidents happen," I said coolly, and the entire class began laughing. Once I was triggered, it was hard to stop me. Just because I was a nerd, didn't mean that I would take s**t. I had finally come to understand that-- in a hard way. But I didn't want to delve into that. I was just a girl high on insults copied from the Internet. Laura looked like fume was going to literally blow off from her ears any second now. My eyes caught Jay's gaze and he grinned, flashing me a thumbs up. I smiled and felt my cheeks growing warm. Then I out of the blue saw Brad staring at me intently. He had a slight green on his face, which surprisingly made him look very innocent and childlike, a feature rare in him and some kind of emotion in his eyes which I couldn't really understand. I averted my gaze, feeling a tingling sensation which I couldn't really understand. *** Honestly, I couldn't understand why Pauline and I as well as Ethan and I had only one class together and I had both English and Math with Brad. I sighed and sat in my usual seat, at the back of the class, so I could slip off in my dreams. But Mr. Janson had something else in store for us. Some kind of a project. We just had to pick up a random topic and work it. He told us to choose partners--and I didn't know anyone in the class--so it was really embarrassing. Laura looked at me and snickered but suddenly she looked horrified and her face fell. A shadow hovered behind me and none other than Brad sat beside me. "Partners?" he asked and without even waiting for an answer, said, "What do you want the project to be about?" "First of all, I don't want to be partners, " I emphasized on "partners". "Secondly, get out of here before someone notices us." I glanced around and saw that Jay was looking over at us, probably confused. He raised his eyebrows quizzically but I just shrugged. There was nothing to explain. "I think everyone's already looking," he smirked, sprawling his legs and getting comfortable. "And sweetheart, you don't even have a partner. You should thank me for saving your pretty face from further humiliation." "Oh, thank you so much, my Prince Charming, My Knight in Shining Armour, how long I've waited for you!" I dramatically said, feigning sorrow and placing a hand over my heart. "You should be glad that I'm still here," he chuckled. Oh, my God. He actually laughed. He quickly tried to mask it up. "Actually the girls here scare me," he admitted, his fixed on the whiteboard ahead. "They'll probably get all crazy if I told them I wanted to make a project with them." I looked at him with disbelief. "You're scared of girls? And I'm a girl too, for your information. Do I look like a guy to you? And yes, there are still the guys with whom you can make the project with," I argued. "Well, but again, I prefer girls. And at least those who are." I sighed. He was going to be the death of me. *** School had ended and hordes of people were swarming out of the entrance. I was putting my books back in my locker when I heard a faint giggle. I sneaked a look and saw that Jay, whose locker was just a couple lockers beside me, was holding hands with a girl. He said something which made her giggle--that irritating, simpering, sickly-sweet sound. It felt like my insides had turned to mush. It was heart- wrenching to see this. "Oh, so, lover boy is off limits now," a voice whispered in my ear, making me jump. "Piss off," I grumbled, blinking away a few tears. "Chill. I just wanted to tell you about the dancing lessons. For the event," he stated, his large hands in his pockets. I nearly cried out. "Dancing lessons? You never told me about that! I'm not going to dance," I shrieked, horrified. "It's just some stupid ballroom dancing. The event is going to be pretty huge, so that's the cause of all the fuss," he said, looking the least bothered. I sighed, leaning against the locker. The love of my life and any possible relationship had just gone down the drain. And I was going to dance. And I was messed up. Jay Rush didn't love me. "So, huh, the itty bitty love of your life not liking you back?" "You don't understand anything about love," I snapped. "I don't even think you're capable of feeling any emotion." His eyes immediately darkened. His fist suddenly slammed into the locker, scaring the wits out of me. His hands were pressed against the locker, and I was between the locker and his body. There was no escape. "Listen, nerd, I don't give a s**t about you. But you don't tell me I don't understand about love and the s**t about emotion," he growled, his face inches apart from mine. I sharply sucked in a breath. Glaring at me for one last time, he left me there, both frightened and curious. He surely was hiding something.... was so screwed. . . . . . . . . . . .
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