The guest room isn't cold-but it feels like winter in here.
Lavender-scented linen. Cream drapes swaying in the breeze. A thousand-dollar mattress. A velvet robe folded like a gift at the foot of the bed. Everything is perfect.
Except me.
I sit on the edge of the mattress like a stranger in someone else's life. Because that's what this is, isn't it? A stranger's life. A stranger's marriage. A stranger's last name stitched to mine like a wound that won't close.
Grayson Hale-my ex. My now-husband.
We haven't shared a room since the day we broke up. And now? Now I sleep three doors down from the man who left me to burn and came back just in time to own the ashes.
Because of a contract.
Because of my father.
Because I didn't have a choice.
I look around this room with its soft lighting and prettier lies, and I wonder: Did he decorate it? Or did one of his assistants pick out the soft tones and feminine touches to make me feel safe?
If so, they failed.
Because I feel like I'm choking on silk and silence.
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✦ Flashback - Five Years Ago
We were in his apartment in Manhattan, the one with too many windows and too few reasons to be there.
I was sprawled across his couch, barefoot, wearing one of his shirts that still smelled like cedar and comfort. He was in the kitchen, making tea, pretending not to notice I was watching him like he was a storm I couldn't look away from.
"Tea? Really?" I called. "Couldn't you do something cooler? Like whiskey or danger?"
He laughed over his shoulder. "This is danger, sweetheart. I'm using your favorite mug."
I sat up, clutching a throw pillow. "The one with the quote?"
"The very one," he said, walking toward me. "You can't resurrect the dead."
The words made me smile and ache at the same time. We were young, reckless, in love. Everything felt cinematic. Tragic and golden.
I remember the way he looked that night. No suit. No mask. Just Grayson. Barefoot, shirt wrinkled, hair a mess. Human.
"I hate that you make me soft," I whispered.
He sat beside me, eyes burning into mine. "You're not soft, Ava. You're strong. You just don't trust anyone to hold you right."
And I believed him.
God help me, I did.
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✦ Present - Guest Room, Hale Mansion
The locket on my nightstand wasn't there when I left earlier.
It's gold. Delicate. Familiar.
I open it slowly.
Inside is the photo I thought I'd lost. Me and him, grinning like idiots at a street fair, cotton candy in my hand, his arm around my waist like I belonged there.
We looked happy.
We were, for five minutes.
My throat tightens. I close the locket like it burns. He kept it. All these years. And now, on our wedding night, he leaves it on my nightstand like some sort of peace offering.
Too late, Hale.
You can't resurrect the dead.
There's a knock at the door.
Soft. Hesitant. Familiar.
I don't answer.
I wait.
He doesn't speak, just stands there in the silence. I imagine his hand on the frame, forehead pressed against wood. But I won't give in. Not tonight.
Not when my whole world is bleeding in a wedding dress.
I curl up under the sheets, facing the window. Somewhere out there, the world still spins. Cars drive. People laugh. Love stories begin.
Mine ended five years ago.
Everything since then has just been the consequences.
Consequences that echo in every creak of the Hale mansion. In every polished marble tile that mocks me with its silence. I lie still, listening - to the night, to the wind, to the soft hum of my own misery. It's funny how grief isn't always loud. Sometimes it's the quietest thing in the room. Sometimes, it wears silk and mascara and a ring you didn't choose. And sometimes... it shares a roof with the man you never stopped dreaming about - and never forgave.
I shift under the covers, restless, my eyes drifting to the ceiling like it holds answers I've been begging for. I wonder what Grayson's doing right now. Is he in his room? Pouring scotch? Watching the clock tick down on his patience? Or is he lying awake too, thinking of all the ways we used to love each other before everything turned to ash? I don't know which possibility hurts worse - that he doesn't care... or that he still does.
There are things I never said. Things I choked on back then because I was too proud, too bruised, too broken to admit them. That I didn't stop loving him the night he walked away. That every day since felt like a punishment I couldn't outrun. That I wanted to believe there was a reason. A secret. A truth he couldn't tell. But then weeks turned into months, and silence became the only answer he ever gave me.
And now I'm here - in his house, in his name, in a marriage built on everything we never healed. I close my eyes and let the tears fall without wiping them away. Not because I'm weak. But because I've held everything in for far too long. They say time heals all wounds. But whoever said that never bled in a billionaire's guest room, wearing a velvet robe like it's armor, waiting for a ghost who lives three doors down.
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Grayson's POV:
Hale Mansion - Late Night
The hallway outside her door is too quiet.
I've stood here for twenty-six minutes. Not that I'm counting.
Not that I care. Right?
The guest room door stays closed. Locked. Like her heart.
Like mine.
I drag a hand through my hair and lean against the wall, the cool plaster biting into my back. I don't knock again. I already did that. I knocked, waited, begged in silence, and then walked away like I always do.
Because I don't know how to stay when it hurts.
And Ava Sinclair has always hurt like hell.
She used to call me a storm wrapped in a tux. Said I destroyed things just by being near them. That was before. Before the fire. Before the breakup. Before the ring on her finger came with conditions and court clauses.
Now, she barely looks at me.
And when she does?
She looks at me like I'm the villain in a story I wanted to rewrite.
The worst part? She's not wrong.
I went to her room tonight because I wanted to say something. Anything. Maybe not an apology-I'm not sure she'd believe it. Maybe just... acknowledgment. A sign that I'm not as cold as she thinks. That the man she loved isn't completely dead. That he's still here, buried somewhere beneath Armani suits and silence and years of pretending I didn't miss her like oxygen.
But her door stayed shut.
And I didn't blame her.
She probably thinks this marriage is a game to me. A business transaction. A second chance I took without asking if she wanted one.
And maybe it is.
Maybe I'm a selfish bastard for saying yes when her father made the offer. But I saw what he was doing-forcing her hand, threatening her mother, dangling bankruptcy like a noose. And I knew. If it wasn't me, it'd be someone worse. Someone who'd ruin her in ways I never could.
So I said yes.
Not because I deserve her.
But because no one else does either.
I go back to my room eventually. But I don't sleep.
I sit in the dark, the city glowing outside the glass wall of my bedroom, and I stare at the locket I used to keep in a drawer I never opened. I found it again last week. The photo inside is faded, creased at the edges, her smile captured mid-laugh. It killed me.
So I left it for her.
Not to manipulate her. Not to win points.
Just to remind her we were real once.
Because sometimes I forget, too.
Sometimes I look at her and don't see the girl I fell in love with at nineteen, holding my hand in a crowded bar, swearing we'd take over the world. Sometimes I only see the cold, beautiful stranger who sits across the dining table like I'm the disease she never wanted to catch again.
But tonight?
Tonight I saw her standing in that room, eyes glassy, pain wrapped around her like a second skin-and I remembered everything.
The fights. The fire.
The way she looked at me when I walked away the first time.
Like she was watching her world burn.
I'm not here to fix her.
I'm not here to make her love me again.
But I am here.
And I won't walk away this time.
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By morning, I'm all steel again. The kind of man the boardroom respects and the world fears. The one who buries feelings under black coffee and sharp suits. Ava doesn't get to see the man who stood in the dark with her locket in his fist - not today. Today, she gets the version of me she hates. The one who knows how to keep his mouth shut and his heart locked behind empire-sized walls.
She's already seated at the long mahogany table when I walk in, legs crossed, arms tighter. Her breakfast sits untouched - eggs probably cold by now, toast like cardboard. She doesn't look up. Not even a flinch. Just stares ahead, jaw clenched like she's ready to spit venom if I so much as breathe wrong. I nod to the staff like nothing's wrong, like we're not one sharp word away from war, and take my seat at the opposite end like this is just business.
The silence between us isn't comfortable - it's charged. Like a lit fuse waiting for a match. She's refusing to eat, and I'm refusing to ask why. It's petty. It's stubborn. It's us. And somehow, it still feels more honest than anything we've said out loud. Because underneath all of it - the bruised egos, the buried love, the twisted marriage built on poisoned promises - there's a truth neither of us wants to say out loud: we still know how to hurt each other best.