As I walked, I thought about my life before Timberwood. I’d been the golden child, adored by my parents, admired by my siblings. Everything had been perfect—until it wasn’t. The memory of that fateful night, the night that changed everything, flashed through my mind. It was supposed to be just a bit of fun, a way to escape the pressures of being the perfect daughter. But fun had turned into something else entirely, something that left me with a baby I hadn’t planned for, a future that seemed to unravel with every passing day.
When my parents found out, their disappointment was palpable. They didn’t yell, didn’t scream—they just quietly pushed me out of their lives. The once loving home I’d known became cold, distant. And so, here I was, at Timberwood Academy, while they pretended I was away at some prestigious private school.
I stopped by one of the large windows overlooking the academy grounds, the moon casting a silvery glow over the perfectly manicured lawns. The night was still, almost peaceful, a stark contrast to the turmoil in my heart.
“What am I going to do?” I whispered to the darkness, my reflection staring back at me with weary, sky-blue eyes. I wasn’t sure if I was asking about Holly, my parents, or my future. Maybe all three.
But as I stood there, lost in thought, I felt a presence behind me. I turned, half-expecting to see Holly or one of her cronies, but instead, it was someone else entirely—Johan, one of the quieter boys at Timberwood, with a reputation for keeping to himself. He was tall and lanky, with a mop of unruly dark hair that fell into his eyes.
“Couldn’t sleep either?” he asked, his voice soft, almost shy.
I shook my head. “Too much on my mind.”
He nodded, as if he understood perfectly. “Yeah, I get that. This place does that to you.”
We stood there in silence for a moment, the weight of our unspoken thoughts hanging between us. Johan wasn’t someone I’d talked to much before, but there was something comforting about his presence, something that made the loneliness a little less suffocating.
“You know,” Johan said after a while, “you don’t have to go through this alone. Whatever ‘this’ is for you.”
I looked at him, surprised by the sincerity in his voice. “Thanks, but… I’m used to handling things on my own.”
“Maybe so,” he replied, “but that doesn’t mean you have to. If you ever want to talk, or just… not be alone, I’m around.”
I smiled, a small, genuine smile, the first one I’d felt in a long time. “I’ll keep that in mind.”
With a nod, Johan turned and walked away, leaving me standing there by the window. I watched him go, feeling a strange sense of relief. Maybe I wasn’t as alone as I thought. Maybe, just maybe, I could find a way through all of this—Holly, my parents, Timberwood, all of it.
As I made my way back to my room, I realized that the night, with all its darkness and uncertainty, also held the possibility of new beginnings. And as terrifying as that was, it was also something to hold on to.
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Sitting alone at the lunch table, I watched Johan and Ferric across the room, laughing and joking like they didn’t have a care in the world. A pang of loneliness hit me. It wasn’t envy exactly, but I couldn’t help wishing I had someone to laugh with, someone who wasn’t scared off by the drama surrounding me.
I was lost in thought when a voice broke through my reverie. “Hey, is this seat taken?”
I looked up to see a girl standing there, smiling down at me. She had pretty brown eyes behind a pair of glasses, and there was something instantly likable about her. It was like God heard my silent prayer and dropped a friend right in front of me.
“No, you can sit,” I said, quickly brushing off the table in front of the empty chair.
She sat down, placing her tray on the table. “Are you new here?” I asked, trying to sound casual.
“Yeah, just arrived this morning,” she replied, her tone bright and cheerful.
I smiled at her enthusiasm. “Why are you by yourself?” she asked, glancing around the cafeteria. Her question was innocent enough, but it touched on something I’d been trying to ignore.
“People around here fear Holly and her minions, so they’re staying away from me,” I said, rolling my eyes before taking a bite of my burger. The taste was bland, but it was better than nothing.
The girl frowned. “She doesn’t look like the typical queen bee,” she remarked, eyeing Holly from across the room.
“You think?” I scoffed, shaking my head. “She’s worse.”
She nodded thoughtfully, then extended her hand. “By the way, my name is Madison.”
“Zora,” I replied, shaking her hand. “But people like to call me ‘chubby,’” I added, my voice dripping with sarcasm as I scoffed again.
Madison gave me a sympathetic look but didn’t press the issue. Instead, she just smiled. “Well, it’s nice to meet you, Zora. And for what it’s worth, I think those people are missing out.”
For the first time in a while, I felt a genuine smile tug at the corners of my lips. Maybe this day wasn’t so bad after all.
As Madison and I continued talking, I started to feel something I hadn’t in a long time—hope. Maybe having a friend, even just one, could make this place bearable. We were laughing about something silly when, out of nowhere, I felt something cold and wet smack against the back of my head.