My Stepbrother!

SLEEPING WITH HIM?

I was sleeping peacefully when someone entered my room. I was shocked to see my stepbrother John standing near my room door. He slowly walked towards me the way he walked. I am sure he was drunk when he entered my room. He came to my bed and slept next to me. This situation is very awkward for me. I never slept next to a boy.

He is sleeping like a small baby. I started observing his face. He was so handsome. I can't ignore this fact, but he is my stepbrother. I can't think like this about him. It's wrong. But why am I so attracted to him? It's not like we are in any kind of relationship. I should find a boyfriend for me or I will get attracted to him, which is not right.

If my mom knew I had a small crush on her stepson she would definitely throw me out of this house, which is not good for me. I have to achieve my dream. I have to fulfill my dad's wish. He wants to make me a famous painter. I have to work hard for it. Now I am only an 18-year-old girl. Who doesn't know what is right for her? I should concentrate on my dream, not on someone who is so handsome and sleeping next to me.

I slowly got up from my bed and went near the sofa and I slept there because I didn't have any other option.

Next Morning

F**k Up!

I woke up to a loud sound. I slowly opened my eyes to see my stepbrother looking at me very angrily.

"What the f**k am I doing in your room," he asked me angrily while coming near me.

"Last night you were drunk. By mistake, you entered my room and s-slept next to m-me-"

"WHAT! I slept next to you. It's impossible you are lying to me. You are also like other girls who died to sleep with me," he said angrily.

I don't have any kind of interest in sleeping with you. There are many better options- I was cut off by his quick move. He held my neck tightly.

"Now, I dare you to speak the same sentence again," he asked me very dangerously.

It was so difficult for me to breathe. He choked my neck. But why is he angry with me? He is the one who entered my room.

"Speak, Sophia Scott, use that dirty mouth now," again he ordered me.

I started crying. No one, every man handles me. I tried to speak.

I-I C-can b-breath-

"Oh! My little baby girl is crying now? Should I call your mom?" He mocked me.

I-I c-can't b-breath.......

Finally, he left my neck and harshly held my hair in his strong grip.

"Never say anything which will make me angry! Or I will not hesitate to show you your real place," he told me.

He left my hair and angrily went out of my room.

I quickly ran toward my door and locked it.

WH-

WHY!

WHY!

WHY GOD WHY! What does he think of himself? He can do anything to me. I will only cry. Why am I so weak? I can't protect myself from him. Why does he always handle me? I don't like that. Why does mom have to marry Mr.Oliver? Why can't I live a normal life? He is a a**hole. I HATE HIM WITH MY WHOLE HEART! I HATE YOU JOHN WILSON! I HATE YOU!

I am not feeling safe here. The way he behaves towards me, I don't like that. I can't tell this to mom or she will judge me. Why has she changed so much? She doesn't care about me. No one cares about me. I am feeling alone. Only Nora cares about me. She is the best person I have met. Dad, I miss you so much..... Please come back to me. You cared about the one person who cared about me the most. Why did you leave me here alone? I wish I was death with you, then I didn't have to face all this sh*t here.

I want my normal life back? I don't want all this money. I want love and care which no one can buy with money. I want my sweet, lovely and caring mother back. I want to eat my mother's food which she used to make for me every day with lots of love.But she is very busy with her new husband and with her new married life. She totally forgot about me. My likes and dislikes.

Why has she changed so much? Is money that important? Can money buy everything which love can't buy? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO CHANGE? I THOUGHT YOU WOULD REMAIN THE SAME PERSON? BUT YOU CHANGED! WHY MOM! WHY?