Bittersweet Affection[COMPLETED]

Drunken s*x

REY

My eyes snapped open from the disturbing nightmare which evaded my thoughts and had been occurring frequently now.

Remembering how lifeless and helpless she had looked made me want to kill the bastard that left her in that position at first. It made me rue the day I knew and took him to be someone so dear to me.

The beast destroyed everything for me. Almost took my dream away in the process if it wasn't my mom that swooped in. She often suffers several degrees of burns for my sake and she didn't mind though for she had said she was protecting her “legacy" whenever I asked why she never stops trying to get hurt for my sake.

A hand splayed across my chest rubbing me of my thoughts. I twisted my head to see Alyssa, her lower body covered with a blanket whilst the upper was bare- showing off her ample chest.

"Rey darling." She purred.

"Allysa," I cautioned, shoving her hands off me.

"Come on baby, just one more round. " Her tongue slipped out to moisten her lips, brought it close to my chest and took one tiny n****e in her mouth.

My body didn't react to her touch like it did last night and I was sure as hell it wouldn't because I had been dead drunk and didn't know what I was doing.

I had asked Lee out, yet, Alyssa came to my bed instead.

Straddling me, she bent down slowly thrusting her boobs close to my lips.

I shoved her off, using the pillow as a boundary. She didn't relent though.

She tossed the pillow away, coming back on. This time, lying down on me flat with her hands holding my shoulder tightly as she brought her mouth close.

I twisted my head whilst avoiding the kiss she was trying to initiate.

"Rey!"

Nora, my five years old sister, stood at the door. Her eyes widened at the sight before her. I thought I locked the door, I mused, shaking my head.

"What do you want, baby?" I said, nudging Alyssa back to the bed. I draped the blanket over her naked body.

Though, I didn't care if she was naked or not. Her body had fulfilled her purpose and I was only concerned for my little sister's safety as she was too young to glimpse all of this.

"Nora darling. " Alyssa called whilst smiling sweetly.

Nora glared at Alyssa the best way a five-year-old could. I chuckled as she turned back to me.

"Mom said to take me to school."

"Why didn't you follow her?"

"I wanted you to take me instead. I'm waiting for you downstairs." She stated simply, bolting the door hard and leaving me with Alyssa.

"Hey, be careful!" I yelled at her back.

Nora, sweet like an angel, yet, very bossy.

"Can we continue?" She said as soon as Nora left. I let out a loud groan as she drew tiny circles with her manicured finger on my abdomen.

"No and no." I plucked up all her things off the floor and dumped them in her hand. I tugged her out of the bed then pointed towards the bathroom.

Her brows creased for a minute as she stared at me. Then she sauntered to the bathroom picking her Chanel handbag on the swivel chair close to the window whilst shaking her butt seductively.

Rolling my eyes, I fell back on the bed. My mind drifted to what happened four years ago. It was still fresh in my mind since the person that did the damage was a part of me. Seeing him makes me boil but I couldn't erase the fact he contributed to making me come alive.

If only I could erase him.

Alyssa came out several minutes later in the clothes she donned the night before. A red, sequin halter dress that reached below her knees. Her face with fresh makeup.

"I'll see you in class later." She blew me a kiss as she stepped out.

Rubbing my head, a headache brewed which reminded me of the night before. I opened my bedside drawer, took out two painkillers, walked to fetch some clean water from the bathroom sink. I popped the pill in my mouth and washed it down with water. My face twisted at the bitter taste.

I brushed my teeth, washed the taste of Alyssa and the Aspirin from my mouth, stripped my clothes and stepped in the shower. The cold water sliding down my skin felt good. I stayed there for a few minutes, lost in thoughts before coming out.

Shaking out the water in my hair, I stepped out of the bathroom naked, walked to the door and bolted it. Strolled back to the wardrobe and dip my hand inside. I brought out the first clothes it grabbed. A grey, plain dress shirt. It would look good on the black skinny jeans I wore the night before to Owen's party.

I combed back my wet hair with one hand whilst the other hand did the button on my shirt. I rolled the sleeves up, making it three quarters. I strode out whilst locking the door firmly.

Nora was in the parlour watching one of her favourite cartoons, SpongeBob as I passed by. She imitated his laughter, slapping her tiny hands on her legs as she giggled.

Rolling my eyes, I walked inside the kitchen, opened the cupboard at the top of the counter and was disappointed with what I saw. Baby foods such as coco pops, cornflakes, cereals greeted me. At least cereal was alright but I didn't feel like taking it.

I opened the fridge and took out an orange juice. Uncapped it and drank directly from it. I took the half-empty carton with me and moved to the door.

"Nora, come on."

Her gaze shifted from the TV to me. She folded her arms and pushed out her lips.

"What now?" I groaned.

I knew what that look meant. Whenever she seems to need something, that look comes in.

"Piggyback. "

"It's just a few seconds away, pumpkin. " I pointed out.

She pouted the more and her eyes brimmed with tears as she widened them.

"Okay, okay. " I said, lifting my hands.

She always got me with that look. Making me weak to the knee. I moved closer to her, crouching to her height. She hopped on whilst giggling.

Her hands held me tightly, her small legs barely wrapping around my midsection.

"You are the bestest brother in the whole wide world." She declared.

"I'm your only brother. " I pointed out.

I felt her shrug, "You are still the best and I love you. "

"I love you too, doll. " I dropped her in the car seat and did her belt. She dodged as my hand came out to ruffle her hair.

"I'm not a doll Rey, I'm human." Nora pointed out. I nodded in agreement and smiled at her through the rearview mirror.

She has a doll-like look; Where her skin was porcelain which she unquestionably inherited from mom, mine was tanned. We had the same deep ocean blue eyes which were from mom again and dark brown hair.

Another thing was her smartness. She was way too smart for her age. She knew the string to pull to make me bend to her will.

"Well, I can see that" I turned back, and eyed her from head to toe. "But you are still my doll." I joked earning an eye roll from her.

"Hey, don't do that. Do you want your eyes to get stuck in your head?" I feigned seriousness and she took it. Suppressing my laughter as her eyes went wide. She shook her head and I let out a low chuckle.

"I'm just kidding, Lollipop." I laughed.

"Whatever. " She rolled her eyes again.

Shaking my head, I backed out of the driveway and went on to her school.