I wasn’t completely ignorant about my... inclination.
I always knew I wanted, and often needed, to be a child... a
baby to be exact... and I didn’t just dismiss that aspect of my
being as something that I just had to live with. I did some research, I read
some materials, I joined online forums, and I even talked to some people
(only on the internet though, and only through chatting) who shared the same
predicament. I had a good idea about what I was going through.
And I realized, quite early, that reverting to a childlike state was
something that was well within my control. People called it ‘little space,’ a
reality which I can slip in and out of at will. Sometimes, of course, it was
more difficult to exit this condition as the challenges of everyday living make
me want to stay within its shell and away from everything else.
As Chad continued to lead my hand in squishing his rock-hard p***s and
guiding it to stroke his manhood slowly and carefully, I knew that I had to
stop being a baby to provide for him the pleasure which he wanted from me.
The heat our bodies were both emitting, the thrill that we were both
experiencing with the slightest brush against each other’s skin, the way our
voices have began to shudder and weaken to eventually give way to sensual
moans, the way our gazes never left each other... we were about to have s*x.
That much was certain. And that made me afraid... about how I’d fare, about
how I’d live up to his expectations, about how far he was willing to go, about
how far I wanted him to go...
About how he would feel making love to a... baby.
It just didn’t feel right, and I was afraid that he’d come to realize that it
was a bit perverted. That’d turn him off, and this... all of this... would come to
an end.
I didn’t want that to happen. I had to get out of little space before things
escalated further between us.
But it was hard. It was very hard.
“Do you like that, baby boy?” he’d ask and I’d get even more aroused in
agreement. “Daddy’s here for you,” he’d murmur and my heart would
explode with glee.
He let go of my hand and lied on the bed, staring upwards as he rested his
neck over his hands. I ceased stroking his c**k, thinking that he wanted me to
stop. He gave me a perplexed look.
“You don’t want this no more, pumpkin pie?” he wondered, a reaction
which surprised me.
I responded by holding his d**k and by gliding my hand up and down his
shaft once again.
“Ah, there you go... that’s it... slow and easy...” he mewled with pleasure
as he closed his eyes and smiled as if he was savoring every motion I made.
He seemed like he was enjoying it. A lot.
And that made me very happy.
But I wanted to make him even happier.
After a minute or so of giving him a hand job, I drew my head closer to
his p***s. He noticed my movement. He tilted his head upwards, shocked by
what I was about to do.
I, myself, was shocked by what I was about to do.
Still holding his massive c**k, I began to lick its tip like it was ice cream.
Slow and easy, he said... the rate he preferred. And that’s how I nibbled his
dick. Slow and easy, relishing every inch of his luscious manhood which was
both saline and sweet to my taste.
Soon enough, he was moaning continuously. Each groan was louder than
the last.
“I... I-Is... Is a b-b-baby supposed to... to do that?” he struggled to ask
while he was lost in elation.
No, a baby’s not supposed to do this. But I didn’t care. Not now. All I
desired was to please my daddy.
Soon enough, I was swallowing him whole, sliding my moist lips up and
down his shaft, sucking fervently every time his d**k would go deeper inside
my mouth.
He was losing it, moaning like the wind in a stormy night. My hands
reached for his chest until I found his n*****s. I rubbed them a bit before
pinching them in rhythm with my oral strokes. That made him howl in
euphoric satisfaction.
“O-Oh God, b-b-baby boy...” he mumbled. “Y-You’re gonna... gonna
make daddy... come in your... mouth...”
That idea excited me a lot, so I quickened my pace.
He enjoyed it so much that I thought he’d climax right there and then.
But he didn’t.
Instead, he pushed me away and got up to a sitting position.
“Hey, baby boy, you’re gonna make daddy come,” he repeated. “But
daddy wants you to be happy too.”
Oh wow.
I was so engrossed in trying to please him that I didn’t even think about
myself. But he was thinking of me and my own happiness.
My daddy... he really cares for me.
And maybe... maybe... maybe my daddy loves me too.
“Now, how can daddy give you what you want?” he asked with a wink
and a playful grin.
I smiled back.
I knew exactly what I wanted.
I pushed his chest downwards until he was lying on the bed once more. I
unclasped my diaper and removed it. I crawled up to him, meeting his nose
with my nose, his mouth with my mouth, his lips with my lips, and
eventually, his tongue with my tongue.
We kissed and cuddled and pressed against each other’s naked bodies.
Our c***s, both hard and throbbing with zealous anticipation, clashed against
each other like swords in savage battle.
Soon, I mounted him. I wanted more of my daddy... so much more...
I wanted him.
All of him.
Inside me.
I spread my legs, held his rigid d**k and positioned it just outside my
hole. He didn’t resist that act. Instead, he arched his back to push his cock
towards my ass.
Then I winced as I felt some pain after the initial entry. Daddy noticed it
and he immediately withdrew.
“Everything okay, baby boy?” he asked with concern.
I just nodded, still recoiling from the sudden rush of ache.
My hole wasn’t moist and the saliva on daddy’s c**k has dried up from
all the humping we’ve done. I needed some kind of lubricant, but the only
option I could think of was the shampoo in the bathroom.
It was too far from me.
I didn’t want to leave the bed. I didn’t want to leave my daddy. I didn’t
want to interrupt this moment.
Then I saw something on the side of the bed... something which I have
previously set aside as useless.
The milk that my daddy prepared.
I immediately grabbed it and opened the lid, pouring some of its content
on my palm. I rubbed it all over his p***s.
Daddy just looked at me, trying to stifle a smile. It seemed like he was
both shocked and amused at the same time.
His shaft was dripping with milk.
It was ready.
I reassumed the position which I earlier abandoned - on top of him with
his d**k pointing straight into my bum hole. My hand pressed against his
chest, my way of telling him to lie still, to let me do all that was needed to be
done.
Slowly, I dropped my butt on his groin.
Slowly, his c**k slid inside my hole.
Slowly, the pain came.
The ache was sharp, but it was made bearable by the astute rapture that
the moment brought.
After that first thrust, the succeeding ones were nothing short of ecstatic.
I rode him non-stop, helping him shove his lumber-like rod harder and
harder inside me, feeling him completely like our bodies were unifying... like
our souls were merging... like our hearts were beating as one.
I moaned and moaned and no longer cared if I didn’t sound like a baby.
I was with him... with Chad... with my daddy...
Just thinking about it gave me so much joy.
Feeling him inside drowned me in the rapturous waters of pure
satisfaction.
Harder and harder I went...
Faster and faster I rode...
Louder and louder I wailed...
Stronger and stronger swirled the thrill in my gut...
A deep need that made me feel so much anguish and pleasure...
A desperate battle for control that I was about to lose...
And I surrendered...
To the sheer bliss he was giving me...
To everything he was making me feel...
To all that he was to me...
To all that he was for me...
Chad...
My...
“Daddy!” I yelled as I exploded, my c*m shooting out of my c**k and
splattering all over his wide chest. Some drops even reached his cheeks, but
he didn’t flinch at all. Instead, he watched me intently, delighted and
satisfied. “Daddy!” I screamed once again as I continued to climax. “Oh
daddy, daddy, daddy!” I kept shouting the name I wanted him to go by for the
rest of my life. The moment was coming to an end, exhilaration was being
replaced by fatigue, my body was swiftly weakening and I was about to
collapse on him. “D-Daddy,” I muttered as I fell on his torso. “Daddy,” I
whispered feebly. “I love you.” I murmured, my voice as soft as silence.
Oh s**t!
I shouldn’t have said that.
I was so caught up with my orgasm that I uttered something that I knew
would just ruin things.
I was so freaking stupid.
I expected the worst. I expected him to push me away, to shower me with
expletives, to kick me out of the apartment, to start avoiding me like the
plague.
But none of those happened.
Instead, I felt his hand caress the back of my head as his fingers tenderly
combed my hair.
“I...” he seemed hesitant to reply, like he was gathering his thoughts. “I
think I love you too,” he continued.
And I stopped breathing.
I lifted my head to look at him. He was smiling at me. He meant what he
said.
“Daddy?” was all I could respond with.
“Baby boy... I figured things out,” he started to explain. “I’ve lost
something the past few years and I didn’t even have a clue what it was. It sent
my life on a downward spiral and I didn’t even realize it. But then, you came,
and you made me know what I was missing. Best of all, you gave me back
what I’ve lost. And now... now I’m whole again.”
There were a million things I wanted to tell him. But no words came out
of my mouth. I was speechless... because never in my life have I ever felt that
happy... because I was so overwhelmed by joy that I couldn’t even talk...
because I wanted to be his baby boy forever, and baby boys don’t react with
heartfelt spiels.
Baby boys just giggle when they’re content.
And that’s what I did.
I giggled.