Joshua looks at her with a smile, but it's not a happy one—it's more ironic. "What's wrong, don't you believe in me?" "Faith, you're such a transparent woman. I know you love me, I do, but your heart hasn't forgotten him yet. Don't lie to yourself, beautiful." Faith hadn't thought about that, but deep down, she knew Joshua was right. She hadn't fully let go. She still cared about what happened to him. She knew she loved Joshua, a deep love, but she wondered, "What do I feel for Andrew?" "If that's what you want to think about me, then I have nothing to do here." "Baby, come on, I just want you to see this, to understand. It's really hard for me. I've had many women, but none have entered my heart like you have. For me, everything with you feels like my first time. Unfortunately for yo

