Faith is stunned, not sure how to react. Deep down, she’s relieved nothing happened, but why does her heart and body say otherwise? Why did she long to be in his arms, to keep kissing his lips?
Faith wanted to understand Joshua's feelings, to show him she could be loved, but she ended up hurting herself and getting confused.
Faith lets a few tears fall. His rejection hurt her deeply, leaving her feeling humiliated. For someone who’s never been with a man by choice, it’s frustrating to be rejected by her own husband.
She goes to the bathroom and prepares a bath, wanting to wash away Joshua’s scent and his touch.
She strips down and sinks into the tub, lost in thought. How will she face him after this? How can she talk to him or be in the same place as him?
She regrets what she did, fee
