The rest of the dinner we talk about less serious things.
I try not to show that I find it a little terrifying to go with him Sunday.
After dinner, we were supposed to go to the movies but because my neck hurts so much, we stick to a movie at my house.
For the second time I turn on the hunger games, and this time we'll watch it. I want to snuggle up against Jason, but it hurts so much that I quickly sit up straight again. "Does it still hurt that much? Come here, I'll give you a massage, maybe that will help." Jason says a little worried.
I sit down on the couch in front of him. "Take off your shirt too, so I can get to it better." I do as he says and feels his hands on my shoulders. I can feel him exerting gentle pressure on my muscles. I try to relax but when he gets close to my n
