My dad looked at me. Udi looked at me. I thought for a moment and said, “May your God be with you, Yonatan, to show you the light and bless you.” My dad was about to hang up the phone when we heard a gunshot. Yonatan had shot himself. Naomi, Lille, and her parents flew back to Israel. There was a big commotion in Jacob’s house. Udi went to his place to check on Lisa. She didn’t know anything. Lisa had been busy studying and was shocked but not surprised. Udi didn’t volunteer any details. Lisa packed a few things, and Udi took her to her parents to sit Shiva again. Udi knew he had to find the video. He drove back to his place and looked everywhere, but there was no sign of it. He started to panic. Who knew where it could be? And what if Yonatan gave it to someone? Udi stood in his l

