Hello, Paris
I spent most of the time with my parents, my extraordinary parents, whom I loved with all my being. I had to witness how broken they were, how broken my whole family was. Losing Udi had taken a toll on us all, family and friends. As much as I wanted to move to France and be with Lille and her parents, I felt my dad needed me around. He was not ready to let go of me, either.
Jacob and Dad spent a lot of time together and often flew to Amsterdam. It was their way to escape reality. They had both lost sons, amazing, beautiful, charming young men whom everyone had loved. Those losses left a hole in their hearts and lives. And Lisa, none of us had expected her to end her life. She had always been smiling and laughing. She had loved life and had been intensely in love with Udi, wh
