Stefano “Are you doing ok?” Luca reached for the scotch in its crystal decanter and poured two generous servings into the glasses set between us on the table. “No.” I answered truthfully. He looked up at me sharply. His face worried. “It’s strange them not being here.” He added and I nodded. That was the understatement of the century. The apartment was to quiet, to empty. It felt like a morgue. It was a family home, my family home and my family wasn’t here with me. “Have you seen her?” Sipping on the amber liquid I nodded. Revelling in the feel of the alcohol burning my tongue and throat. Booze was good. Booze was numbing and god I needed something to numb the pain that Lily not being here caused. It felt like someone had scooped out my insides and left me hollow and empty. “I

