Lily
I couldn’t take my eyes off the ring he was holding between his fingers.
Marry him?
Is that what happened all the time? Did men totally lose their damn minds when they got their d**k sucked. Maybe that’s what had happened with Alice and Luca? She gave him really good head and they had ended up married?
Except I couldn’t just up and marry Stefano , could I? He was already married.
“Stefano…”
“Don’t Lily, just don’t.” He ran his hand through his dark hair. “Don’t you go ruining this , not after what just happened. What we did. What you did…”
“A blow job is always followed by a ring is it? You have lost your damn mind.” I smiled because I needed him to be ok with this. With what we had. It might not be forever but that didn’t make it any less real. Not for me anyway.
“Baby you blow me like that and I will give you jewellery every single time.” He met my grin before shaking his head. “Stop changing the subject Lil bum.” His hand squeezed my ass again. Coughing a moan to escape my lips.
Now I had opened the door to my closed down sexuality the dam had burst. I needed more.
“I’m not.”
“Yes you are, say you will marry me.” He squeezed harder, almost painfully. “Say you will be mine.”
“Stefano you are married already.”
“Not for long.”
His answer made me blink in surprise. What did he mean by that. “What?”
“Do you think I would give you my grandmothers ring if I hadn’t been sure that I would soon be a free man. Free to marry you?”
“Your grandmothers…” I
Couldn’t get my words out as I stared at him with eyes so wide it was beginning to hurt. He was giving me his grandmothers ring?
“I’m getting a divorce Lily, so say yes you will
Marry me when it’s final. Say yes.”
“Stefano.” My voice was strangled. He was getting a divorce? For me? He wanted to be with me? He didn’t want me just as a
Mistress. He wanted me, all of me. Tears sprang up in my eyes.
“Why are you crying?”
Angrily I wiped at them. How could I explain it to him. I had pushed him away so often and it wasn’t because I didn’t want him.
But because I did, so badly it tore me up inside.
“It’s been an overwhelming day.” I
Managed finally, although that was an understatement and a half.
“You haven’t answered me Lils.”
“What about s*x? We haven’t even had Dec yet.” I asked in a rush and his eyes darkened. As he stared right back at me. “Yes we have, I have made love to you with my fingers and you have made love to me with your mouth, I am going to repay that very soon by the way.” He grinned as heat flooded my core. “There is more to s*x then intercourse, and what we have is more than sex.”
“You don’t want to f**k me?”
His hand dipped between my legs, urgency making his movements almost jerky. “Of course I want that more then I want to breathe.” A finger dipped into me and I have a strangled cry as he flicked it against my g spot. “But I want you to say yes more.”
“Yes?”
“To being mine, take the ring as a promise Lily. When my divorce comes through I will put a real engagement ring on your finger. If you don’t like this one, I’ll buy every ring in the world until I find one you do like.”
My eyes darted back to the ring in his free hand.
“I like that one.”
He beamed. “Is that a yes?” Hope made his voice tremble.
“It’s a promise, you ask me when you are free to do so and I will say yes.”
He swore long in Italian. “Thank god for that Lily.”
I smiled as he slipped the ring onto my finger.
“I want you to make love to me Stefano.” I was ready, I was sure of it. I wanted to give my virginity to him. The man who had always been there , who protected me even from
Myself.
The man who would be my husband.
“I will Lil Bum, I will.” His hand dipped into my again. And sensations exploded in my core. “But we celebrate first. And I owe you an orgasm or two.” Wickedly I watched as he licked his lips.