Stefano Pausing in the nursery doorway , I stared at the sight in front of me. A smile tugging at my lips. This was more like it. This was exactly what I wanted to see. The love of my life cradling my son in her arms as she reclined back in the rocker. Her chin had dipped to her chest as she snoozed and for the first time in what seemed like forever I got to gaze at her without being seen. She was still beautiful. Breathtakingly so. But you would have to be blind not to notice how much weight she had lost. She looked gaunt. Dark smudges made her eyes look sunken. She looked so tired. And guilt filled me. What had I been thinking organising a party? Especially after such a long flight. Being as quiet as I could, I tiptoed across the room. Reaching to gather Ethan from her arms. He

