It was only when Reed placed me inside the bathtub did I realize that I was covered in filth and dirt. I just sat there and did nothing. I felt that my body was sore, maybe because of the change, or the because of the pills that I took earlier. I was unsure. But I didn’t want to move or do anything. As the others were following us back to the mansion I did not hear anything. No one asked what happened. No one asked how I felt or what led me to do what I did. After Reed got me, everyone went back to their normal routines. I did see glimpses from the boys, Thomas mainly. He looked worried. But I guess he respected the current situation and did not ask anything. But deep inside I wish someone asked how I was, or what I did what I did. Mainly I was waiting for Reed to ask me that. He care

