2 weeks late *Harmony* I stop and watch Alex, he is digging up a tree root in the little garden behind my small house. He claims it will make it easier to sell, but honestly I think he just needs to do something. He is bored walking around without something to do. And he seems to have lost his drive to work on the new house. He keeps claiming that it is all okay, but I can see that it hurts him, his smile is a little less bright and rarely reach his eyes these days. This has taken a toll on him, even if he tries to hide it. It's a hot spring day and I must admit that I rather enjoy the sight of him digging in the ground only wearing fitted jeans. His broad chest bare and slightly dirty. His bicep and chest bulging with each dig. I bite my lip, he does not look like a teacher right now

