Chapter 3
ENJOY ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ .
๐ Ariana's p.o.v.๐.
So that's how jasper pulled me to the parking lot, before I could reply and he opened the front door for me, before sliding into the driver's seat.
" I promise you're gonna love their dishes, especially their Chinese and Japanese cuisines, it's top notch" he said with his breath fanning my neck as he helped me fasten my seat belt. * Chinese and Japanese cuisines? I love the sound of that* .
The truth is I am a big fan of these two cuisines, despite being a Westerner. " Thanks" I whispered breathlessly when he was done with it, he paused and raised his face to me.. d@mn... am having goosebumps all over. " It's no biggie" he replied then held a gaze , "baby girl you know I can do anything for you, anything for your sake" he replied still maintaining the gaze , making my heart hit its ribcage violently... his grey orbs boring into my brown ones, sending shivers down my spine, heat crept to my cheeks making them turn crimson red ...jeez am blushing.
He observed me for a while, still holding eye contact, I just stared back shyly as if hypnotized by his eyes. Then unexpectedly he closed my lips with his and his hand went to my thigh. Good LORD, Jasper is one good kisser, don't quote me wrong, it's not like I am a play girl or something, it's just that his kisses give me butterflies.
He is my first boyfriend and I want him to be the last, which will make him my husband. The thought of that alone makes me extremely happy, " you know I can never get tired of kissing you" he murmured in between the kiss , making me regain my senses immediately and I opened my eyes ( which had been closed since the onset of the kiss without me realizing.
His hand was already trying to get in between my thighs but he couldn't, thanks to the body fitted slit less gown I was wearing . I withdrew back immediately and broke the kiss, making him hiss loudly. " What's wrong?" he asked, visibly angry. " I..I..." I stammered, how do I tell him that am ready, that I want to unveil it on our wedding night without sounding stupid or maybe childish.
" Um, we're still in the parking lot and someone might see " I managed to reply, ignoring the angry and piercing stare his eyes were giving me and I turned to the opposite direction immediately . He said nothing at first but after about a minute passed, he made me face him by pulling my chin up roughly and made me look into his eyes before he replied " you should know that you suck at lying" .
* Am I really so transparent?* " I.." " isn't that Mr jasper's car? " I heard a familiar feminine voice say .
" Quick, hide" Jasper ordered and I quickly laid down on the car floor. " Mr jasper" I heard another familiar feminine voice say " oh Maria" jasper replied *wait... those two sluty Italian twins?* " Jasper ( in Italian) you girls should go wait for me at the usual spot . Give me an hour" he winked and drove out of the parking lot and headed towards the U-turn.
" So you speak Italian? " I asked as I crawled back up to the car seat. " yeah" came his short reply, he looked happy. " So you know how about we go to my apartment and do some mind blowing couple stuff, I mean what we almost did at the parking lot" he said, eyes focused on the road. * Does he mean?..... , I ain't ready for that*. He drove into the beautiful tree canopy on a one way road and we met a huge traffic jam. He slowed down and stopped the car , then turned on the radio .
yesterday everyday always by: Tatiana monoais started playing.. awwww ๐ she's one of my favorite artists and I quickly started singing along immediately after the instrumental intro.
๐ถ love all your ways , love all your flaws ๐ถ
๐ถ love all the moments when you don't know who you are ๐ถ
๐ถ love when you're lost tryna follow stars, love with all you got..
"Hey why did you turn it off?" I pouted childishly , folding my hands akimbo. " Seriously? you didn't reply to me but you had the guts to sing along to some dumb song? are you toying with me?" he half yelled startling me, his grey orbs kinda watery." do you really love me?" he asked before I could reply" jasper.." I whispered trying to hold his hand but he repelled my touch, dusting my hand off rashly. " Jasper? Is that what you've been calling me? you f*****g called me by my name!" he yelled back at me, fist clenched, forehead furrowed and veins bulging out in his hands. * He looks really scary right now*.
"I love you and you know tha.." " I know nothing, you claim you love me and you don't want our bodies to get acquainted? what a bl***y joke " he yelled, banging on the steering wheel. I flinched back"this is new " I whispered without me realizing it but he heard it. " new? Do you think so? I.." I interrupted him in the best way I could think of, I kissed him which he reciprocated immediately. He pulled closer to him, stealing my breath with his deep, insane kiss.
My plan was to kiss him back to his senses, not to be in this awkward intimate position. I tried to break the kiss but he wouldn't let me, he held both of my hands above my head. It felt like it was forced : the kiss and everything and so I bit his tongue making him let go finally but the next thing I felt was a harsh slap across my face. " d@mn b**h, you bit me! " he yelled angrily, a pang of pain hit my cheek harshly, it was really painful. This is my first slap, since I was born. I held my cheek with my hand and turned to him but before I could open my mouth to talk, he grabbed my neck and gripped it tightly.
"you f*****g had the guts to toy with me, you spoiled baby princess!" he said manically to my face, his grey orbs which were teary earlier were now blazing in anger " h.u.b.b.y." I gasped struggling to breathe but he wouldn't let go. Rather he tightened his grip on my neck. I started hitting him with my hands but his grip was strong like a thousand year old frozen ice, that wouldn't melt no matter how hard I tried to. I could feel life drifting out of my body, my air supply was extremely low and I was literally choking. It was dark and the car window was tinted , no one could see what's going on inside. Oh no , no one even knows we're dating, that simply means he could get away with it if he succeeded in k*****g me. " poom, poom, a car honked from behind us making jasper finally release me as the traffic was now clear.
"cough, cough " I coughed trying to catch my breath, my neck felt sore all over and I am sure there's a visible mark on it right now. " Get out" I heard his cold voice say " huh?" I refused to believe my ears, they must have probably misheard. " get the f*** out of my car " he yelled forcefully opening the car door and pushing me out, my handbag came next before he zoomed off, not even sparing a glance.
I stood rooted to the ground, dumbstruck at what just happened, I managed to pick up my bag before crossing to the other side of the road. " This can't be real, I must be dreaming " I chanted like some sort of mantra but it felt too real! Tears trickled down my face as I sat at the subway station bench, I hugged my knees, buried my face in between them and started sobbing bitterly. This is the worst day of my entire 24 years+ of existence. I never imagined there would be such a day where I , ARIANA HILLS would be seen sitting on some subway station bench and crying my heart out.
I looked around to observe if there was anyone watching or maybe taking pictures of me, but there was none. Every passer-by seemed like they all were in a hurry, a lighting bolt swam across the starless night sky, followed by an ear deafening thunder. Restaurants and bar lights nearby flickered, wind blew bending the mahogany trees used to decorate the road and it immediately began to rain heavily .
**Now what** I scoffed mockingly in my mind . My phone rang from inside my bag, I brought it out and saw that the caller was my mom. The wind blew again , this time more intense and loud. like it was angry at something or someone. The hair on my skin stood erect, and the cold hit me mercilessly, I shivered, rubbing my palms against my arms to generate some heat. I swiped my answer after sniffing back tears, just then a subway pulled up and I quickly got in. ignoring the cold rain water on my skin, I placed the phone on my ear " Hello mom, am fine" I said faking a laugh...
๐ค Hmmm jasper oooo, red flags everywhere ๐ i pity Ariana ๐ฅ.