#21:
October 12, 2019
I didn't get to sleep properly last night after that nightmare which kept repeatedly replaying inside my head. My head keeps throbbing because of an intense headache.
I didn't want to get out of bed. I just wanted to stay inside my room, be alone, and do nothing.
Aunt Belinda called me for breakfast and lunch, but I said I wasn't hungry. She tried all sorts of things to get me out of my room, but she couldn't convince me.
After Justin died, both my aunties decided that I should live with Aunt Belinda and her family. I told them my plans to live alone, knowing that I was more than capable of taking care of myself. However, they didn't even try to consider that thought. They wanted to keep me under their noses.
They were worried about the things I could do. They t
