JASON I hit my head in frustration and headed to the island… I needed a damn drink, a very strong one. “what did you do to her?” Lucien asked, following me. “damn if I knew, she has been like that since the whole incident happened and I am really trying to be the strong one here. Does she have any idea how much I am blaming myself at this moment?” I asked mixing myself something strong. “maybe this time around you could show it? I believe she is hurting and needs someone to hurt with.” “when did you become such an expert on these matters, dear brother?” I asked He was right, I was hurting in more ways than I would care to admit. I had desperately wanted just this once to be a father and it wasn’t that we could not always try again but it just put a dampen on my hope. “what do you th

