ELIZABETH I am pregnant… Or had I heard the doctor wrong? He is congratulating Jason and I also hear him call me Jason’s girlfriend but I do not have the strength to correct him. This is exactly what I had signed up for when I signed the contract to be a surrogate but now that it is happening, I feel so lost and scared. Jason is looking at me with concern and I know he is probably wondering what I am thinking about and so I tell him congratulations even though I am feeling anything other than excited. “how are you feeling?” he is asking me. “surprised I guess and the realization has finally dawned on me.” I say touching my belly. “can I?” he asks staring at my stomach. I smile and ask him for his hand which I place on my stomach, I watch his face light up with joy and I can swear I h

