I thought I was going to die after breaking up with Daniel and Mike, but no, I survived. I can't lie to myself and say I'm happy and I don't miss them because I'm not satisfied, and I miss them every minute of the day. I just keep wondering if they miss me like I miss them. Are they even thinking about me? But at least I do have someone, but it's more like a hookup, but he just wants to make it something more. I don't want that, and I'm not ready to be in a relationship again. Then there's Charles's situation. I thought I would be arrested, but I still have a new boyfriend named Brian. He's passionate, energetic, romantic, and annoying. He's always in my space. " Hey". Said Brian, getting inside. He has been coming here almost every night now. " Hello". I answered, smiling weakly. " H

