I don’t sleep.
I lie on top of the covers fully dressed, my mother’s photograph on the pillow beside me, and I stare at the ceiling until the darkness outside my window softens into grey.
Her face. Her laugh. That garden.
I’ve turned it over a hundred times through the night and I keep arriving at the same place — a door I don’t know how to open. My mother was here. She knew someone connected to this estate. She wrote about truth and secrets.
But who was the man beside her?
Not Kade. Too old. Silver haired. A face that carries the kind of lines that come from decades of hard living and harder decisions.
I need a name.
I find Mrs. Park in the kitchen at six thirty sharp, exactly where she is every morning. Small. Neat. Moving through her routine with the quiet precision of someone who has ordered her world down to the minute.
I sit at the kitchen island and accept the coffee she places in front of me without being asked.
“Mrs. Park,” I say. Casual. Like it just occurred to me. “How long have you worked for the Remington family?”
She doesn’t pause in her work. “Thirty one years.”
Thirty one years. She was here when Kade was a child. She was here five years ago.
“You must know this house better than anyone,” I say.
“Better than most,” she agrees.
I wrap both hands around my mug. “I found something in the library last night. An old photograph.” I watch her hands while I speak. Looking for the smallest reaction. “Two people in the garden. A woman and an older man — silver hair, tall. I didn’t recognize either of them.”
Her hands still.
One beat. Two.
Then she continues drying the cup she’s holding and her voice comes out perfectly even. “Old houses collect old photographs. I wouldn’t read too much into it.”
She’s lying.
Not dramatically. Not obviously. But I have spent five years learning to read the small signals — the breath held a half second too long, the deliberate return to routine, the careful non-answer dressed as a dismissal.
She recognized someone in that photograph.
“Of course,” I say. I smile. I let it go.
I file it away instead.
Kade is in the dining room when I arrive for breakfast.
He’s standing at the window with his coffee, looking out at the garden, and for a moment before he hears me he is completely unguarded — shoulders slightly lowered, one hand in his pocket, eyes distant with something private and unperformed.
He looks like a man carrying a grief he never puts down.
Then he hears my footsteps and the wall comes back up. Smooth. Instant. Like pulling on a coat.
“Morning,” he says.
“Morning,” I say.
We sit. We eat. The silence between us has changed slightly since the overlook — still present, still careful, but thinner somehow. Less architecture and more weather.
“I have meetings in the city today,” he says. “I’ll be back by seven.”
“Alright.”
He looks at me over his coffee cup. “You have full use of the grounds. The stables. The library.” A pause. “If you need anything Mrs. Park can reach me.”
I nod.
He sets his cup down and stands and then stops. Like something caught him mid-motion.
He reaches into the inside pocket of his jacket and places something on the table between us.
A key.
Old iron. Heavy. The kind that belongs to an old lock in an old door.
“The east corridor,” he says. “The locked room. My mother’s sitting room.” He looks at me steadily. “You don’t have to sit in your suite every evening.”
I look at the key. Then at him.
“Why?” I ask. Because I can’t help it. Because it doesn’t fit.
He is quiet for a moment. Choosing his words the way he does everything — deliberately. Nothing wasted.
“Because this is your home for a year,” he says. “It should feel like one.”
He leaves before I can respond.
I sit at the breakfast table alone and look at the iron key and feel the fracture from the overlook widen slightly in my chest.
He didn’t have to do that.
Nothing in the contract required it. Nothing in his careful transactional world demanded that gesture. It cost him something — that room belonged to his mother, a woman he lost young, a loss he carries the way I carry mine.
And he handed me the key to it anyway.
I pick it up.
It’s heavier than it looks.
My mother’s sitting room is in the east corridor. Third door from the end. I find it at noon when the house is quiet and Mrs. Park is occupied and the estate feels like it’s holding its breath.
The key turns easily. Like it’s been used recently.
I push the door open.
The room inside is small. Warm. Covered furniture the way rooms are when someone wants to preserve rather than forget. A writing desk near the window. Bookshelves. A small fireplace with a mantel covered in framed photographs.
I move to the mantel.
I scan the photographs one by one. Kade’s mother as a young woman. A family portrait — Kade young and serious even then, Cole beside him trying not to grin. An older couple at what looks like a formal dinner.
Then I see it.
Third frame from the left.
My hand reaches for it before I tell it to.
The silver haired man from my mother’s photograph. Standing beside a woman I now recognize as Kade’s mother. Both of them laughing, arms around each other, the comfort of people who have known each other for decades.
And written on the small card tucked into the bottom of the frame in neat handwriting.
Elara and Thomas. Twenty years of friendship. May it never end.
Thomas.
I have a name.
I take out my phone. Photograph the frame. Step back.
My heart is beating very fast.
Thomas knew Kade’s mother. My mother knew Thomas. Which means my mother and the Remington family were connected long before I ever signed that contract.
Long before Victor told me they were enemies.
Long before everything.
I stand in the middle of a dead woman’s sitting room holding a key a living man handed me this morning and I feel the ground beneath my certainty shift again.
Further this time.
Much further.