I broke down in tears with my palms wrapped tightly around my dress. My heart was banging like they were about to be ripped out of my chest.
Can I blame him for not listening? He is right to say that I have been selfish because all I've done was hurt others yet focused on saving just my son.
Roy was my first victim and next was Travis and now It's Isaac. Maybe it's high time I start putting others' needs before mine.
If I had listened to Roy then I would not be in this mess but this time I messed up really bad because no one knows where I am so no one is coming to save me.
There is only one option and that is to offer myself, and if that's the only thing that will keep my son and all those I love safe then I will do it.
I stayed up thinking until midnight and as the hours passed by
