"Are you ok? Are you hurt? did she hurt you? what are you feeling? saan masakit? please Autumm talk to me, I'm worried." Aligagang tanong ko sa kanya
"I-I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok..." Autumm keep saying sa the same word with her trembling voice
I hugged her.
"it's ok I'm here, no one will hurt you." I keep chanting the same word while kissing her forehead, until I feel that she fall asleep between my arms
I carried her inside of her condo and put her in her bed, inayos ko ang higa nya saka ko sya kinumutan, umupo ako sa gilid ng kama saka sya tinitigan habang inaalis ang mga buhok na humaharang sa kanyang mukha.
I know I fell deeper everytime na magkasama kami and I also know na it's a one sided love. I'm not complaining because she doesn't love me but i wish na she does have feeling for me kahit kaunti lang.
Everytime na she will date a man or a woman nawawasak ang puso ko dahil alam ko na masaya sya.
Everytime na may lakad sya lagi akong nakasunod lalo na kung bar ang pupuntahan nya, I know it's kinda creepy but I just love her atsaka nalaman ko rin kasi sa pinsan nya na there this one girl na obsessed sa kanya to the point na pati sa cr ay sinusundan sya kung nasa public man sya and also that girl is always outside the building of the condominium where Autumn and I live. Well we're not on the same floor I think, I'm on 18th floor while I don't know hers.
Just by looking at her now, I already know my answer on my own question, I didn't fell deeper, I fell deeper than deepest to the point that I can move the heaven and hell just to make her mine. I love her I already do.
"I know spring is already done but Autumn, it's winter when I first saw you and it's summer when I fall for you."
:)))