43 I don’t know what I should be feeling, and I certainly don’t know what I do feel. My immediate instinct is to feel sorry for Tom, for the man I love. But I know there’s more to it than meets the eye. ‘What happened?’ I ask. ‘According to what I could find out, it was a car accident. A hit and run. Tom had been in the pub drinking all afternoon and had rung Erin for a lift home. She’d put the baby in the car and they’d driven out to collect him. They were on a road just outside town when it happened. Their car was found in a ravine. They were both pronounced dead at the scene. They found the other car later that night, but it had been burnt out. The driver was never found.’ ‘When?’ I ask. But I think I already know the answer. ‘A couple of years back. The same time he claims they wa

