Gwen's one-day outing with Evan was precious and sweet, and she wished he had more time for them to spend together. But she kept herself busy with habits she formed back home in Georgia. Before, Gwen's life had gotten turned upside down with a hurtful and unexpected bitter divorce. She worked, kept a clean home, and exercised to maintain good physical health. None of that changed now that she is living in New York. The only difference is that she feels thrilled these days, which makes her nervous. Never in her life can she recall feeling this way from her childhood to her married life. There were times in the past when she thought she was happy, but how sadly, she was mistaken.
Compared to how she feels now in her life, Gwen is learning she had no clue what true happiness should feel lik
