The memory that I’ve been trying to bury keeps on popping into my mind, and I’m going to relieve the pain again. Being stared at by the guys in the gym because I was too fat, they kept on telling me to go back to the kitchen and cook something unhealthy to eat. Told me that I wasn’t supposed to be in the gym, I don’t belong there. That there is no hope of losing the extra weight. Telling me that I should just give up and accept the body that I have, and wait till I’m dead. That’s what my ex boyfriend led to… leaving me.
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.
The scene is still clear to me. It’s not that long. It’s still fresh in my mind. It’s just like yesterday that my loving boyfriend cheated on me. Cheated on me because I was fat. Looking back now, I knew he only used me to ma
