EDWARD
I am ready to let go of everything. I believe now that Edwina has reasons for everything that she did. I know some of the reasons might be stupid, but I have come close to losing her so many times and if I am not cautious enough, I may lose her one day forever.
How will I live with myself rather than knowing that the one thing I have left in this world that drives me is gone? I feel like I have wasted so much time nursing grudges and hate in my life. I can't continue this way. I cannot lose Edwina or come close to losing her anymore when I could have easily avoided it.
I asked my men to get workers to fix the house and make it convenient for Edwina to stay here while she is on her road to recovery, and I do not have any plans of leaving her here. I will be with her till she is s
