“Yeah… “I couldn’t say more, not a damn word when Dylan was sighing again, nobody telling the other one that we loved each other, just pure darkness that was making me breathe shallower from staring up into the roof, not knowing what to do, I was so lost and hated every second.
“Okay, but now you know… let’s just…. stay in touch…” I didn’t answer him when the call disconnected, and I started to cry. First, it was just a silent wheezing that was coming up from my mouth, only to get louder every second that I was almost screaming out the pain that was inside of me; he was going to get f*****g married!?
Beau was screaming too when I cried more, feeling so damn helpless just lying on the new soda, my feet still up and my baby crying like we had been hurt in the same way; maybe he knew that i
