Dragon

Chapter 7

 Sometimes I just wish you were here so I could tell you how much I need you and how hard every day has been without you.

Waking up in the morning, every day I think why am I still here, the fact that I need to cut my own skin to drain the sadness is truly heartbreaking nothing is worth waking up to, not anymore. But then I think about my Grandma and Landon and I force a smile on my face so others see the 'I'm Fine' mask. Anyway... I quickly do my morning routine and go to Landon's room to make sure he's not awake yet, and just as I suspected he isn't so I quickly dump the cold water on his face.

"What the f**k London?!" Landon roars as I dash out of the room to my car and drive off to school leaving him alone.

When I get to school, I'm met with the females that surround my paring spot daily. After getting out the car I smile and find Amberina, but am met with Xavier.

"Hey, Xavier" I smile.

He turns around and hugs me, "hi Angel" he grins. We continue to talk until Amber pulls up in the parking lot, with my very own twin brother who punches my arm.

"Why the f**k would you do that?!" Laughing I just walk away leaving him shaken. When I get to my class I'm the only one there so I take a seat in the very back and read on w*****d. Waiting for everyone else to come in. I feel someone grab my wrist in such a harsh grip.

"Let me go, jerk" since I'm so short I can only see the person's chest, not the face annoyance clearly in my veins, I easily knee the person in their crotch before grabbing my stuff and walking out of the classroom I don't turn around, I just decide to visit my grandma's grave.

An hour later Im at her gravesite taking out the roses I stopped at a flower shop to get walking towards her fancy little grave I drop and just decide to talk to her.

"Hey Grandma, what and how are you doing? I smile remembering the memories of her and I, before I continue "I bought you your favorite flowers, white roses, I just wanted to spend the day with you so I also bought snacks; your favorite snacks might I add."  

After about an hour of watching the scenery, I began to talk again, "I wish you were alive so I could lay on your chest and listen to your heartbeat like I used to do, while ur calmy played with my red curls." 

And that's when I break down, and the memories are getting too much" when I close my eyes I see and when I open my eyes I miss you, and there's nothing I can do Im living my own personal hell." My sobs are getting too much, as I say the last line I feel a chill go through my body.

"If I could, I would come live with you right now." It's as if I feel her sadness as I said that.

" I know that was you, grandma, I know you're sad at me for wanting to join you, but sometimes you can't let go of what's making you sad, because it was the only thing that made you happy.  I say as I smile through my tears.

-Three hours later-

Yawning, I realize I fell asleep at my grandma's grave only to be woken up by silence, darkness, and stars. Looking up I see the brightest one right over me, and I smile just knowing it's my grandma. saying goodbye to her grave I make my way to my car, getting in I turn on the heat,  and drive back home only stopping to get food once.

Realizing I'm being followed I decide not to go home but instead go on the freeway and speed up before getting caught up in the traffick smiling I easily and making sure it's not noticeable I turn into another lane and exit the freeway then stopping at a random gas station. turning off all my lights, and letting the darkness take over my life for a second.

Ten minutes later, I decide I should start heading home occasionally checking that I'm not being followed, once I pull up into my parking lot I get greeted into a big hug by my brother.

"Where the hell were you, I was worried sick about you are you hurt?" He rants on checking my body for possible injuries.

"No, I'm not hurt Landon but I am tired please let me go sleep. I softly smile knowing I can't anything I want showing my dimples. His eyes soften immediately.

"Fine come on," he says waling up to the door with me trailing close behind him. Getting into my room I quickly jump on my bed dreaming about my grandma.

-In the Morning-

Doing the same routine I head to school, and speed by my classes, and pretty soon I realize someone has been watching me as I feel someone's stare on my back, but when I turn around there was no one there, just an empty hallway.

Rolling my eyes, I exit the school and drive home, when I get home I see that no one's home, and that the house is completely dark so I run into my room and taking my blade slicing my skin then noticing Xavier's in my room shock resting all over his handsome, beautiful, face.

"What the hell are you doing?" He asks clearly angry.