ADELINE
I laid on my bed staring at the ceiling. I haven’t stepped out of my room in hours. I don’t feel the need to cry or laugh. At some point, I knew it was inevitable. I just didn’t expect that it’ll be like this.
I felt hollow inside but I had to shower because I started reeking of sweat and sadness. I let the warm water drown my pain away but it wasn’t enough.
It’s not that I loved Wesley but I have good memories with him and we could have been so much more. Maybe I might end up liking him better. I stared at the cheap ring on my finger. Even after finding out that he lied about the cost of it, I still wore it and kept it dear to me. He’s right after all. I am a w***e.
Worse of all, it’s weird that I don’t feel guilty for what I’ve done. I don’t even feel bad and that’s why I fe
