how we meet

chapter three

After the reval of the pregnancy. Everything gets wild and out of control. We plan the baby shower. We buy baby clothes after they reval it's a boy. They finally tell the rest of the family that don't know. It isn't crazy more wild then anything. I'm a little scared of what life will be like when the baby comes. I love her to death. But I'm scared it will be to much for her. She's doing okay now. But not okay enough to be adding more kids in your life. But we are family. Family's support each other. So that's what we did. Between traveling. And shopping. Shopping as if our life depends on it. The stuff he got from the baby shower and the stuff we bought, he only wore like one time. I couldn't even be mad, because he is so cute. So back to how it was all crazy. We were rushing to get stuff set up for when he came. Rushing to build everything. BY EVERYTHING. As if we didn't already have enough baby stuff. She wanted stuff in this color. And that color. This size. An that size. This shape and that shape. This band and that brand. So after buying stuff and taking some back and finally getting everything we need. life calmed down a little.