15 I knew something was wrong before I’d reached the cave. There was something in the air. A mood, maybe. Silurian was in bed, but he didn’t look like a healthy man lying down for an afternoon nap as he had the last time I’d been here. He was pale and had lost weight. A heaviness settled on my chest. He was dying. I knew it. Yes, he’d said as much the other day, but I didn’t think it would be so soon. I’d brushed it all aside. It was too painful to think about. But now I was forced to confront it. Tears welled in my eyes and my bottom lip quivered. I hardly knew him, but I felt a connection to him. “Now don’t be upset, my daughter.” I couldn’t speak. He knew that I knew. He told me. “But…” I didn’t really know what to say. He shook his head. Cancer. He was talking about cance

