Rose

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Spurn’s POV Maria showed me the small kitchenette tucked behind the sitting area. The refrigerator was stocked with fruit, sandwiches, yogurt, juice, water, and containers of food labeled with neat handwriting. A cabinet held snacks, tea, hot chocolate, crackers, cookies, and small jars of candy. On the counter sat a basket of fresh bread and apples so bright and unbruised they looked unreal. I stared at it until my eyes burned. “This is all for me?” I whispered. Maria’s expression softened. “Yes. Alpha Damon said you should have unlimited access to food. You do not need permission to eat here. You do not need to wait for someone to offer. If you want something, and it is not here, you tell me, and I will get it for you.” Unlimited food. The words trembled through me harder than they should have. I wrapped my arms around myself and looked away before Maria could see how close I was to crying over a refrigerator. By evening, Damon returned. He knocked first, even though the rooms belonged to his pack house, and waited until Maria opened the door. That alone confused me. No one had ever knocked before entering a room I was in. “May I come in, Little Star?” he asked. I nodded, still seated on the edge of the couch with the phone box unopened beside me. Damon crossed the room slowly and sat in the chair across from me instead of beside me, giving me space even when every part of him seemed to want to be closer. “Maria told me she showed you the phone, computer, laptop, library, television, and food,” he said. “If any of it is too much, we can slow down. But I wanted you to have choices. All the things you were denied. All the things no one should have kept from you. I wanted you to have books because your mind was never something they could take. I wanted you to have a phone because you should never feel trapped without someone to call. I wanted you to have food because hunger should never be used as a leash. And I wanted you to have beautiful things because you were deprived of beauty for too long.” “It is too much,” I admitted, then panicked at my own honesty. “I do not mean I am ungrateful.” “I know,” Damon said immediately. “Too much does not mean ungrateful. It only means new.” Damon’s gaze moved toward the shelves, the stocked kitchenette, the unopened phone, and then back to me. “This is not about buying your trust,” he said quietly. “I know love cannot be handed to someone wrapped in expensive things. But safety can be prepared. Comfort can be waiting. Food can be within reach. A door can be yours to close. A voice can be yours to use. I can make sure those things are here while you learn whether you can believe in the rest.” The tightness in my chest loosened by one careful breath. Damon looked down at his hands for a moment, then back at me. “There is something else I want to talk to you about, but only if you are ready.” I swallowed. “What is it?” “Your name,” he said gently. “Spurn was not given to you as a gift. It was given to wound you. You do not have to keep it unless you want to.” My whole body went still. Spurn. Unwanted. Rejected. Cast aside. I had known what it meant for as long as I could remember, even before I understood why the sound of it made adults smile cruelly. I had worn it like a bruise because they told me it was mine. “Can people do that?” I whispered. “Can they just become someone else?” Damon’s eyes softened. “Not someone else. Someone free. Your name should belong to you, not to the wolves who used it as punishment. If you want to keep Spurn, I will honor that. If you want to choose something new, I will stand beside you while you do.” Something opened inside me so suddenly it hurt. Not a door. A sky. I had spent my whole life answering to a word that meant no one wanted me. I had never wondered what it would feel like to be called something chosen. I looked toward the window. Evening had deepened outside, and above the mountains, the first stars were beginning to appear. “Rose,” I said before fear could swallow the word. “I think... I think I want to be Rose.” Damon’s breath caught, and for one moment he only looked at me like I had placed something precious in his hands. “Rose Lockheart,” he said softly. “My Little Star.” The name moved through me like warmth. Rose Lockheart. Not the unwanted one. Not the slave. Not the mistake they had tried to bury. A name that sounded soft but strong, beautiful but not helpless. A name with petals and thorns. A name with his family wrapped around it like protection. Damon opened the tablet Maria had left on the table and pulled up the Crescent Moon registry. He did not enter anything until he looked at me again. “Are you sure?” he asked. “Once I submit this, your pack record here will read Rose Lockheart. I can change your name, bring you under my protection, and make sure every official record in Crescent Moon knows exactly who you are. But the choice has to be yours.” My hands trembled, but this time it was not only fear. “I am sure.” Damon typed carefully, each letter appearing on the screen like a piece of me being returned in a new shape. Rose Lockheart. When he submitted the entry, the registry accepted it with a soft chime. Such a small sound for something that felt like the ground shifting beneath my feet. Damon set the tablet aside and reached for my hand, stopping halfway so I could decide. I placed my fingers in his. “Welcome to Crescent Moon, Rose Lockheart,” he whispered. “Welcome home.” For the first time in my life, the name I carried did not feel like something used to hurt me. It felt like something that might help me begin.
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