Silk

CHAPTER 6

(Rehan's POV)

Yesterday when I entered Abhu's house after thinking for an hour I felt my heart pain.

I saw her smiling and dancing hand on hand with Harshit. It was like worst sight ever. I just felt like ripping her out of his hold. Call me possessive but I wound never want to see her in anyone's else arms even in my dream

Harshit Jain.

We were like competitors and 'dushman'. I don't have any grudges for him but ya I don't like that guy. I don't know what Abhu saw in him.

Anyways! I was angry and I pulled her to home. She listened to my every scolding like a student. She knew she was mistaken here but when I called her just my 'Bed warmer' she was shattered.

She is not just my 'bed warmer'. I don't f**k her every night. I make love to her though I don't love her.

I could feel her in pain when a lonely tear slipped down her face. She felt hurt but did not complain. I wanted her to complain but she didn't. She said she is my wife. But how can I just tell her that I hate someone saying that he or she is something mine?

I don't have such a bad past but I am the way I am. I do have past with one of my girlfriend but that doesn't results in everything.

I asked her to prove herself to me by not talking ever with her loved ones. She was shattered again. I hurt her once again, but never once did she fight back{Help me with this sentence}

I don't know how to express my feelings to anyone. I was guilty but that doesn't make me apologize to her.

Next day while going for the workout I saw her on the floor. I could see the mark of her dry tears on her cheeks. Which again made me sorry. I slowly picked her up and kept her on the couch.

As I returned she was there. She made breakfast and didn't talk to me. I did notice it because every morning she would wake to wish me good morning and read a thought aloud for me. She was a sweetheart and best and no one can deny it. But again I felt a ping of hatred towards myself seeing her in this condition.

She even thanked me for placing her on the couch. She is unpredictable.

I saw her sadness when she disconnected the call of her brother. And I even heard her asking her secretary to help her out with this problem.

Guilt is just what I felt.

I left home for an important meeting. In the meeting, there was sitting my ex-girlfriend Monica with her husband Kunal Singh. She gave me a slight smirk.

Bitch.

The meeting went cool but while leaving she hugged me and her hand went down to small member. She whispered in my ears slowly while caressing it down.

"Baby! Ruhi must have not satisfied it. Huh? Wanna join in bed with me by ditching that girl "

Pushing her I ran to the room.

I felt disgusted now. My anger was now up in my mind. I threw every damn thing in front of me.

I didn't care about anything.

I was baffled and calmed when Ruhi came. She consoled me without asking anything. Her one touch makes me feel relaxed.

She kissed me and then aided me.

Suddenly Arman was there breaking our small special moment. He asked and scolded Ruhi for missing her important meeting. He even noticed her wound which I never did because I was so in myself.

She gave me small smile and said she will be okay but now I was not okay.I was confused about everything.

"She loves you so much, "Arman said giving me chilled water.

" Bhai I want time to myself, "I said ignoring what he said. He nodded and left.

She missed her important meeting just because of me. She did for me. I just can't believe all that she does. She is so selfless.

I called her secretary whose number I took by my ways. She informed me how they lost the most precious and valuable contract.

It made me much more guilty. I was just angry with myself. I left for home instantly and sat by the bar.

Drinking that alcohol made me relaxed. It was the only thing which made me relaxed after Ruhi.

(Ruhi's PoV)

We lost it.

I was so sad about the fact. I just declined every offer just for this and I even lost it.

"Ankita run and bring the file of maintenance "I immediately said thinking of a small plan for this monthly income.

As soon as the register came I totalled the amount I need for this month.

" Okay! Call up all the employee in the Audi now. Okay? Every means every even the guard "I said and she nodded rushing.

I calmed down a bit. Everything will be fine!

I even have to give instalment to Arman Bhai of this month and so much to pay.

After bandaging my knee I went to Audi. Everyone was tensed and confused about a sudden call.

"Good Evening. I am here for a small urgent meeting of ours. Don't worry, nothing will happen to your comfort and your salary. "I said and heard a heavy sigh by them.

" Basically because of my foolishness we lost the mot precious contract. I am sorry to everyone. But for everything to go normal we need to work really hard for this month. I want something to take place this month. I want everyone to work on every project which is coming. Take every project in your hand and I will be always by your side. Okay? I will help you guys setting her for the long +our till you guys work. You will submit the amount immediately here in the official branch and on the basis of your work you will be paid bonus. "

" Second thing. I am organizing a field market' in our garden. From every section I want 10 volunteers to come out. The names should be given by the head of the department. This market will contain cheap and best products. The one whose products will be in the sale with a large amount will be awarded. Go and submit the names and then submit your products on floor 2. Get on the work guys. Go and rest today. From tomorrow we have a lot to do " I said and everyone applauded.

" And for peon and guard, I want you guys to post the pictured of the 'Field market around "

I knew employee here could work best and that's why I made something interesting.

I was tired and was in need of sleep but had to check on him too. I called Arman Bhai and he informed me the Rehan already left. I just wish he will be okay.

I walked inside unlocking the door. My smile grew seeing his bag thrown here and there.

Slowly picking up I went in search for him and with my disappointment, he was there in the bar. I once saw him drinking like this which was just after our marriage otherwise he drinks only in parties.

My hand went down letting me bag leave my clutch. As the striking sound echoed in the room his head snapped to me.

"Ruhi? "He said giving me sleepy look

" You okay Rehan? What happened? "I asked really worried.

" I hate myself, "He said smacking his chest.

He was not drunk but he was down.

" Why? "I asked sitting beside him.

" I am soo bad! I can't live properly with anyone. I am soo sick. I am spoiling your life. "He said throwing his glass away

" You are not! You are making my life beautiful "I said caressing his cheeks.

" No! I know I am soo bad. I should-"

I crawled closure and kissed his lips softly. He can't say such things in front of me. I love him

"You are an angel. My angel. Now let's sleep we will talk tomorrow "I said taking his hand and pulling him.

Leading him to bed I made him sit.

Slowly opened his shoes and socks and laid him. Giving him last kiss I asked him to sleep.

" I love you "I finally said when he was asleep.

I know he will remember everything tomorrow but however, I need to clarify that he is never going to be a barrier for me.