I didn't go to the office. There was nothing for me to do there. I was tired, and it wouldn't do me any good to drag myself from bed just to be tired at the office. I was going to lose my temper and make things worse.
A call from Jason would help me feel better if he could confirm what Rebecca told Richard. But honestly, any hard evidence one way or the other would make me feel more like my head was on straight.
This was unfamiliar territory. I was used to making a decision and just going with it. This lack of knowing was uncharted water, and I wanted out. I wanted to see a clear path.
I laid in bed, trying to go back to sleep. I hadn't slept in days, and it was getting to me. I was losing my grip. My head always hurt and I couldn't focus. I tried to tell myself to get it together. With
